in$omnia :3 - holding my own lyrics
[verse 1]
can’t decide
what will i have today
will i be depressed
will i be insane
i want a side of withdrawals and pain
my decisions endless
all i can eat buffet
that’s right i wanna party
yeah i wanna ball
but at the same time kind also wanna crawl
to the corner of my bed huddled up feeling small
sleeping all day and staring at the wall
depression
i’ve been here for as long i can remember
low energy all september
fake happiness in october
to prepare when the bullsh+t hits the fan in november
no christmas spirit in december
just keeping my sh+t together
i’ve been
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[verse 2]
running out of time
to figure what i wanna do with my time
i can’t decide
but life don’t wait
so i gotta get my sh+t straight
when’s the last time i ate
don’t need food i need sleep
my personal paradise is my f+cking dreams
not anchored by the laws of life
i can be who i wanna be
day dreaming in alternate realities
i’m not ungrateful i just can’t see
the beautiful wonders of this so called earth
cuz all i see is wars, destruction, and people hurt
i wanna help others but i can’t even help myself
my dreams too high on the shelf
so what else
couldn’t even tell what i felt
don’t seem to fit in a label
so how can i be in a label
bein sober is painful
or the classic posse
but i got the lyrics that let me say
what i say
so i’ll be
[chorus]
holding my own
keeping my head just above the water
don’t know what i’m after
so i’ll keep
x2
[outro]
i’m drowning
i just can’t swim
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