insights - reconciliation lyrics
here i am back where i started again
all my hope revolved around you
i can’t stand the person i am
so much despair in my life
i can not stand this state of mind
all my thoughts bring another hole
of which i can never escape
but i have to get this off my chest
there’s so many things i wish i could say
so many things i’ve said before
when we met i wasn’t in the right state of mind
but i took the ultimate chance
put all the other bullsh-t aside
i was broken, not sure which road to take
but i put myself first, for the first time
i wish you could have done the same
the looks that were on your face
told me everything i needed to know
but even after everything that’s happened
i wouldn’t change a f-cking thing
i could see it in your eyes
you needed the answers eating you alive
following me in my own misery
i could sense that this was the end
i could hear it in the tone of your voice
i could sense that this was the end
it brought back a familiar feeling
feels like i’m in a crowded room
but n0body can hear my screams
i’ve lost control of myself
and the anxiety is taking over me
the anxiety is taking over me
i hope you can remember
exactly what i told you on that day
that i’ll always be here if you need me
hold on to that f-cking memory
because this is something i hold on to
i can’t help that i still care
i still feel like i f-cking failed you
and it’s absolutely k!lling me
the saddest part is that i know that you can not hear me
but i lie awake every night
hoping and praying that you are alright
i’ve been living in affliction with hopes of reconciliation
i can promise that i won’t give up on what you started
but now’s my time to achieve what the f-ck i’ve been longing for
happiness is within reach there’s no chance that i’m gonna miss it
i wish i could repay you for showing all these burden are not the end of life
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