intricate design - heart left grey lyrics
i could fall down every day
with the words you spoke
i made the same mistake
leaving a bitter taste
and my heart left grey
never quite knew
what the h+ll i was running from
until i stumbled
and fumbled
up and began tumbling
you never know
who your true self might be
until you look down in that darkness
and hear your screams deafening
i can’t begin to explain to you
what it sounds like
imagine a foot
and this foot stuck in a steel pipe
it’s so cold
when you’re low
and it seems
like there’s
no hope
and no
positive words left to echo
but listen up
i’m gonna tell you a story
how it all made sense
and how i finally got the courage to
fall down every day
with the words you spoke
i made the same mistake
leaving a bitter taste
and my heart left grey
well, i’ll go ahead
and take you back in time
to the bottomless abyss
out of which
i had to climb
and i couldn’t hide
from these shady dreams
that i see
when i wake up
i feel i’ve got no air to breathe
but what scares me, see
is what these things really mean
and when i go back to sleep
it’s the same f+cking thing
it goes on and on
i always fall apart
as soon as i realize
it was wrong
from the start
you see
some people get off
on causing others pain
it’s the way
they say
their words
and speech
when they’re saying them
it’s the call you make
when you feel like theres no end
and it seems like your whole world
has started to shift
in a different direction
who knew this woman’s deception
would have me on the brink
thinking about my own indiscretions
but the hardest thing to cope with
is why this keeps happening
thinking someone can save me
and being starved of attraction
but all these things
have to be addressed individually
i’ve learned from it
burned from it
now i’m eternally free
cause i
fall down every day
with the words you spoke
i made the same mistake
leaving a bitter taste
and my heart left grey
it’s so hard to be willful
when you’re will has been broken
i took a stake to the world
forcing it slowly to open
looking down at all the things
that have happened to me
over the years
these wounds just continually bleed
but just apply the pressure
situations get better
and the strength
that comes from it
hardens the sh+ll
for this weather
i can only tell you
what my own path has been
you find yours
and you’ll start to see
the light at the end
it eventually comes
and when it does it’s a gift
dont hold your breath
waiting up for someone else
to fix this
put a roof on this house
may take you years to find out
what true meaning of self is
no more self doubt
cause you can
fall down every day
with the words you spoke
i made the same mistake
leaving a bitter taste
and my heart left grey
i could
fall down every day
with the words you spoke
i made the same mistake
leaving a bitter taste
and my heart left grey
Random Lyrics