invent - character lyrics
[verse 1]
(yeah)
sometimes i feel a little anger growing
remembering every argument i was a part of
was it even my fault?
would that even matter?
why do i live in the past, i always wondered
question why i’m like this, well look at records
my history gets darker as you look in further
do you reckon i can change or am i out of service?
try to change a part of me but there are no replacements
there’s passion in my precision
adamantly chasing visions
i’m bringing you nеw renditions
i speed it up as i’m feeling it
lately i’m really feeling it
tеll me that i’ve been k!lling it
fans they love when i mention them
i love when i’ve been mentioned
they ask me when i’ll be touring
i say that i’m tryna do it
imagine blasting this music
in a stadium with a show to remember
oh these are dreams that i’m bringing to life
from sitting in my living room to living them
i got a comment that said
i’m good and the qualities great for someone that’s new in the game
wait was that an insult inside of a compliment?
i’m tryna +n+lyse every anomaly
i can’t be mad at you, you’ve never heard of me
i’ve been around in the game now i feel like your cutting me of
let me finish my…
sometimes i feel i get ahead of myself
then i kick it in the face and say there’s only one of
me me me
they call me selfish, can’t imagine why though
if you read my manifesto you’ll feel less entitled
to call me names, i’m just a case of having been abandoned
pack your bags we’re going on a guilt trip out of town folks
this is normal for me talking about my life in shambles
they compare me, so comparable to legends i know
we all derive from something
my derivative is hate
my initiative is placed
to get what i need to be great
wait a second, my supporters are not from where i was raised
they seem to be from everywhere
but from the place i was made
funny how that works i’m not insulted we’ll all be okay
not surprising to say
and the day that i’m playing local
don’t ask me for a ticket to the show
that’s a no+no
[bridge [?] ]
i swear the next time someone asks me for something i’ll go viral
tie them up on the road and hope someone records what i do
want to be left alone i’m on lockdown practicing silence
been doing it all my life now i’m practicing rolling eyeb+lls
excuses you give me make me want to vomit a pipe bomb
stick it in both my ears i’m sick of hearing the sound of
problems that are not issues i’ve solved them before you cried a+
bout them if i want something i get it bend over backwards
[verse 2]
sometimes i feel on the edge when i’m writing
like a dark side of me tries to resurface
assert my dominance moments after
you tried to burn us
randomized lyrics
taking a peak ’cause inside of my head
i’m mounting words to be careless with
now you expect me to avalanche all my potential when the truth is, i’m feeling much stronger than i ever did
like bezos on a beat take a hard left then you bank right
it’s been on the making now look at my pen
it’s been writing its own thoughts
’cause we’re self+taught
if only you knew what this mad cost
words are floating ’round my head
it’s day and night
i’m loosing rest
if walls could talk
they’d say get out
and run as fast
’cause i’m obsessed
large amounts, a thousand clouds of doubts are over head for now
when all you can do is judge me
when all you’ve been doing is nothing
least i’ve been taking steps to make it
like i carry a ladder around
(steps + ladder)
take matters into my own hands
new clear visions hold that
who’s gonna tell me to pull back
the effect that i have is like a mushroom cloud on these haters
try to get into my head
you will fail ’cause
i do that to myself at regular
hype myself up then i’m getting low
back against ropes but it’s tied in a noose
not in the mood
back it up lots then i back it up more
that’s where i want you to talk to me from
socially distant the rest of my life
those who will miss me can play what i write
those who will diss me can pick up the crumbs that i’ll leave
eating your words for dessert ’cause i’m right
weaponize music i use it in a fight
you feeling stranded? i’m feeling alive
when i say i wanna be known i’m meaning like hallways, hall of fame
put a picture of me as a kid, young goat on the rise
fans’ words not mine
i’m ashamed of this but i’ve been slacking on the lyrics lately
as i loose my inspiration
i gain a new perspective then it all comes back to me
while picking up this pencil
remembering the place i was in
i’m not gonna waste all these years and throw it away ’cause it’s stressful
it’s 5 am again, how many nights is it till i sleep?
these thoughts are creeping up on me
when i try to rest even slightly
declining
every week got weaker
so i backed off till i felt mighty
back to having the whole world on my shoulders
need a posture brace to align me
tryna break free but these doubts are attached
latched deep in my heart
with every beat i feel slapped
now i feel fit to adapt
all situations at hand doesn’t
make it okay, but i
look where i stand
given a platform it’s crazy to think where this passion began
i can go on in my life looking at this like a curse
or i can think of it like it’s a gift i’ve been given to give to the hurt
you need a break from this life
beating you down
i need the same, we’re similar, wow
praying a miracles found
every corner that we’re turning around
taking every single ounce of existence i have
put it all into now
if i can help even one person i feel like my life is complete
admitting on changes that i was a beat
the hardest song that i ever had to release
i call it character building yourself on these hills that are steep
taking an l you can see
i’ve been in such dyer need
learn to feel loved and in peace
instead of in pieces
and i don’t need credit so skip to the ending
don’t want to break when i’m bending
run the emotional credits
i’ve got a story to tell
trying to cope with this method
hope is descending
every last cent that i own
putting it all into venting
i’m a machine when i know what i’m getting
forgiving but never forgetting (never forgetting)
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