isabella james - paranoia lyrics
i’m a dead man walking
i can feel my skin falling off
no one will ever love me
that’s what you said
no one will ever want me
that’s what you said
i’m a monster i’m a halfling
i’m better off dead
wherever people go when they die
that’s what i feel when i’m awake
maybe that’s a sign that i’m not supposed to be fake
i can see death pointing his finger at me
my time is running out
i won’t have too feel this anymore
that’s what i’ve figured out
i’ll use a rope or a knife
or pills
i’ll leave a lasting impact
i’ll have thе time of my life
wherеver people go when they die
that’s what i feel when i’m awake
maybe that’s a sign that i’m not supposed to be fake
in the crevaces that you find
in the darkest parts of humankind
that’s where you’ll find me
that’s where you’ll find her
i can tell by your eyes you gave up on me
you say you didn’t but i can tell
i’ve always been afraid of abandonment
i guess that’s why i’m afraid of you
both of you with your niceties
and your judgemental glances
it’s only partially your fault
but with the devil i am dancing
wherever people go when they die
that’s what i feel when i’m awake
maybe that’s a sign that i’m not supposed to be fake
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