ispentsixhourswatchingshockvideosyesterday - shock videos lyrics
(instrumental)
the silence[?]
fills
my head
[connor]
after 16 years i still don’t feel like i have company
and every time i get close to achieving ridding of my loneliness, i push everyone away
it’s overwhelming having people around you when you’re so used to being alone, it’s so hard to feel like you have no sp+ce
but at the same time its so overwhelming, the feeling of loneliness
when you don’t try to reach out and whеn you don’t have people suffocating you at еvery moment
i feel stuck at every moment, i wish with everything inside of me that i could find a balance
a balance where i, connor holt vandyk+, no longer feel alone
but i always feel lost in a sea of eyes
hoping at every moment for a chance at hiding
and i wish and i pray every single day that i could murder this soul inside of me
in search for a new one, just to have a chance at a new day
a new day where i don’t feel so alone
a new day where everyone loves me
a new day where i feel comfortable to speak
(a new day) where i can breathe
just for once
a new day
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