ivy june - about me (live @ smash ranch) lyrics
[chorus]
cocaine depression adhd
pop some pills and top it off with hennessy
spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay
drug addict with a habit oh so far away
i’ll get high overdose and become paralyzed
suicide take me out before i live my life
i am fine i tell her when i’m dead inside
that is why my mother worries about me about me
[verse 1]
woke up in a stranger’s bed don’t remember last week i blacked out yet again
someone get their girl i think she just gave me some head
tell her hi nice to meet you never see her face again
i’m a wreck, i’m a mess, i am constantly upset
chasing checks, chasing cash and girls cause i can’t get no rest, no respect
you will never see my face the same again
when i looked into the mirror i saw the child you wished you had
i tried to pull it all together
went through stormy weather, but the drugs got me feeling like whatever
look into my high eyes tell me i’m a lie
living like a spy two sides of the same d+mn dime
didn’t mean for you to cry, i know that i ruined the vibe
i want you to know that i tried
i wanted to leave life behind i
wanted to make you proud one day
play in front of crowds while they scream my name
[chorus]
cocaine depression adhd
pop some pills and top it off with hennessy
spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay
drug addict with a habit oh so far away
i’ll get high overdose and become paralyzed
suicide take me out before i live my life
i am fine i tell her when i’m dead inside
that is why my mother worries about me
[verse 2]
i don’t know why i am so unsure of myself
can’t tell if i’m paranoid or just a living joke
living life high not worried ’bout my pride
i don’t have time to think about the girl i’ll leave behind
on the topic of my lover
i’m gonna break your heart then get f+cked up in a couple of hours
how, i’ll take you out for chinese supper
watch our fortune fade away as our love goes sweet to sour
i’m sorry i can never be enough for you
i’m sorry that i’m way too godd+mn much for you
i only acted like i gave a f+ck for you
now you got me thinking that it’s better that i’m leaving you
i don’t wanna sing bout one more broken heart
i don’t wanna think bout how we’ve grown apart
i just wanna smoke
smash ranch
hide the fact my soul is broke
[chorus]
cocaine depression adhd
pop some pills and top it off with hennessy
spend money just to keep all of the pain at bay
drug addict with a habit oh so far away
i’ll get high overdose and become paralyzed
suicide take me out before i live my life
i am fine i tell her when i’m dead inside
that is why my mother worries about me
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