j.a.s. (just a star) - drowning lyrics
[intro]
[verse 1: palesa blossom]
i feel so lost and
caught up in this life thing, there’s no direction
i can’t even breathe, i’m suffocating
in my own reality, my heart is torn to pieces
is there anybody out there who can hear me?
i am not myself at this moment
there’s a monster inside me
[chorus: palesa blossom]
i’m swimming with the sharks
’til death do us part
i’m sinking even deeper
than i ever thought
i’m drowning to the bottom
can’t get my mind of these crazy thoughts
i’m drained no i cannot ey
no i cannot ey…
i’m swimming with the sharks
’til death do us part
i’m sinking even deeper
than i ever thought
i’m drowning to the bottom
can’t get my mind of these crazy thoughts
i’m drained no i cannot ey
no i cannot ey…
[break]
[verse 2: j.a.s]
praying to a god that i don’t believe in
they said i’d find her within
but that’s where the devil is currently residing
and i hope he don’t take my life
like he did bennington
internal stress
societies pressures
i’m on the edge
standing on the ledge
praying to fly whilst wishing for death
the blade cuts through the skin
red blood is nothing compared to the bleeding within
sinister vision
eclipsed dream
used to shine so bright
but that train of thought has lost its steam
when i look in the mirror, i don’t see what you see
i see a different version of me
behind the visage
deeper than the heart
every new day, i have to recharge
restart
heart beating like steel drums
i can feel the pain seeping through my lungs
smokers chest, i’m choking on my own tongue
every word is critical
social borders controlling the flow of my thoughts, it’s cynical
tamed vision, mind trained to think in digital
follow a pattern
thoughts are taught
fighting for your approval
your words are bought
f-ck your opinion but i wanna be acknowledged
thoughts going back and forth
fighting with myself
plus external pressure
result: you see this candle melt
flame fl!ckering
gasping for life
grasping for help
losing all hope
losing the light
i silently yelp
“save me from me
save me from society”
i’m alone in this mind
imprisoned
fighting demons
just tryna break free
[chorus: palesa blossom]
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