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j.dostoe - creative kingpin lyrics

[verse 1]

living my life in the darkest room
got skeletons that come out with the moon
making friends with the werewolves, got bracelets
reminding me of everything i do when i’m alone
like questioning who i am, if i’m really who i’ve been
turn off the lights, spark the device
scan a million sites for life
i’m addicted, i’ll admit it, but can i just say
that i hate it, but i love it, well else can a man say
now i’ll return to the previous mention
like roll a dice and create seven dimensions
of course i am, abed
my mind can’t figure what i feel and what is real
am i sane, am i to blame, god i feel so d-mn ashamed
these feelings that i feel i feel there’s no one to relate to
it’s probably me though i hate being an issue
instead of people, music became my tissue

[verse 2]

depression got my writing these rhymes take it as a sign
i’m on the path to divinity just can’t rewind
praying to a god that i’ve never even spoke to
hoping in my mind that i find words to provoke you
to action like a terminator, bay film
improve your life, then go on out there and k!ll em’
i’m not there yet, but d-mn man i’m working
give it a couple years, man i feel it irking
all day, all night, early morning, late fight
my battle up against thoughts of recurring sin
telling me you’re no good boy, you keep typing
that’s respectable and good for the layman
but my mind be telling me i’m a creative kingpin
so when you listen to this beat that i’m about to drop
remember it and reminiscence when i’m the f-cking reason
yeah, when i’m the f-cking reason

[pre-hook]

so there it is, all my tears, every ounce of sadness
i know it’s good but keep in mind it represents my madness
the grandeur, it’s rancorous despair that’s kept me
gasping for life until this music gave me air “gasp”

[hook]

i’ve always felt like i had nothing to give
i’ve always felt like i had nothing to offer
i told myself i was a pitiful kid
i’d never be the one that people sought after
but i know that’s all in my mind
i figured out, there’s royalty in me
now i know i’m all on your mind
it’s the effect of my creativity

- j dostoe lyrics

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