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j dugs - the lord above lyrics

[intro]
gonna let the beat ride a little
gonna let this soul sample settle in
right
ok, let’s go

[verse 1]
they think he’s crazy man, they think he’s mean
and i’ll be honest with you, i see what they see
sometimes he looks in the mirror and all he can see
is a man, damaged, low self+esteem
he’ll say anything to anybody to simply offend them
even if he doesn’t think it’s funny, and it sends them
a downward spiral, shows no morals, pretends then
they’re in the wrong, tries to comprehend them
he’s evil though, lacks any kind of remorse
jealous of anyone who’s slightly successful, of course
puts him in a toxic mind state, it’s in his own hands, tries to force
the collapse of that person, mentally, physically, ruin it at the source
and he don’t care when all hope is gone, only cares about himself
can’t do the little things to try and help someone out
it’s all based on his own principles, and when the dumb one shouts
or fat lady sings whatever, he reflects on that lack of conscience
wonders what it is in life that he’s been longing
is it love? because he’s always felt like he’s never enough
or in fact he’s always been told, whether that’s friends, love
social acceptance, a dove, what’s above, even heaven’s gates ain’t opening up
used to be bullied, fought back never stopped fighting
years ahead, friends ahead, never stopped fighting
years from now, kids from now, up until right then
right when, he’s on his death bed, another fear of his
man should’ve heard the rhymes from ‘09, hear the kid
passion, enthusiasm, belief, now he’s quiet as f+ck
used to be so outgoing, but depression is tough
especially when right now’s the first time he’s opening up
feels he can’t talk to anyone, ocd too, he will refuse
to show emotion, he don’t like the attention or perception of weakness
and when things are well, the commitment issues creep in
he need to start pacifying the parasites and unsettling the host
but he got that don’t give a f+ck attitude up to the most
even if he hurts anyone in his path, persistently pushing the post
wider apart, praying the goal gets easier to provoke
and he never thinks he’s good enough
and he can never be sure enough
but i bet he can pay for the wh0re enough
feeling guilt ‘cause he knows he ain’t poor enough
and he knows if religion’s true and it goes to the lord above
he’s faced his biggest fear, and he now fears the core of earth
doesn’t know how it ends, how it ends
in the benz, without friends, out with friends
family there, family scared, no amends
does he transcend, descend, extends
or has he missed the portends, distort ends
missed abort spends, kissed support lens
if you’re insecure, he’ll put you down, sick dog
to keep his ego intact, boom, hit, picked off
doesn’t know how it ends, how it ends
in the benz, without friends, out with friends
family there, family scared, no amends
does he transcend, descend, extends
or has he missed the portends, distort ends
missed abort spends, kissed support lens
if you’re insecure, he’ll put you down, sick dog
to keep his ego intact, boom, hit, picked off
doesn’t know how it ends, how it ends, how it ends
[verse 2]
times change, moods change, growing for the h+ll of it
find escape through drugs, nah, not gonna benefit
why’s the glass never half full, stop being negative?
why was i a he for verse one? ‘cause i’m scared of it
scared of hoping, scared of opening up, never be
scared to share your feelings, cliché of the century
somethings are only clichés ‘cause they’re genuinely
true, so take this from me to you, be you, be happy and never be
what someone wants you to ever be, life’s but a memory
that you can alter, not priest, i can’t fault you
never stop daydreaming, never stop giving, never stop
even if they say it’s got no meaning, well then it reeks of jealousy
you don’t need this, you don’t that, well not desperately
no, i am good enough don’t care what you say b+tch
in fact, i’m not gonna be good, but i’m gonna be great b+tch
yeah i might be a d+ckhead, but at least i ain’t a hypocrite
i say it how it is, stick to my guns, chewing gum on the glock
never back down, fighting my wars like iraq
i never stop working for this, it’s the hustle you can’t knock
so when i make it and don’t fake it, hate me, i’m a c+ck
but i’ll work so every time you sit down at six o’clock
with a meal and put on the tv it don’t come as a shock
when my face is plastered on it, need a kylie like i’m jacques
the p+ssy won’t shut up, need to put it in a sock
man i need to start looking at the brightside, night here, southern hemisphere
need to get me in the right mind, accept fear, don’t let it threat career
i’m lucky i got support behind me from the fam and the crew
because deep down without them i dunno what i’d do
and i know you never hear me say this, but it’s true
i dunno if i would be here without you, d+mn
and that pains me to say, you know i think sentiment is soppy
and cringe, but i care about you, i know i can be a grinch
so they can think i’m crazy, they can think i’m mean
but think what they want, it only matters what i can see
and now i look in the mirror as a happy human being
with way more self+esteem, days ‘fore i get what i achieve
i ain’t gonna offend you, but i’ll say it how it is
and sorry if you can’t handle that and spiral, but listen to me, comprehend this
i’m not evil, i’ve got remorse, but listen up and join me
on this stage, i can’t bask in this glory alone, now point me
to the person who i can uplift, mentally, physically, typically
i need to give you more hope, so scream for an encore from the fat lady
them pearly white gates ain’t opening up cause i ain’t finished here on earth yet
i can finally stop fighting, like god on day 7, rest and look at what i can perfect
no pushing apart the posts, no unsettling the host, why can’t i do both?
the host and parasites collide to become one, collab to eclipse like the moon and the sun
i’ve done some sh+t, you’ve got dirt on me, so before i go just let me say
i don’t give a f+ck, cause why’d i regret the things that made me the man i am today?

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