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j-$killz - alive (1-800-273-8255 freestyle) lyrics

beat produced by: 6ix & logic

recorded, written, mixed & mastered by: j-$k!llz

“alive(1-800-273-8255 freestyle)”

took me a while to admit- i’m depressed
still don’t fully understand it
never thought i’d be the one
but like they say ” it can happen to anyone”
how can i explain?
i guess life f-cked me up
betrayed by the one i loved when i was young
never thought anything would hurt worse
than a broken heart – til’ i lost my mom
talk about heart break – i didn’t even want a heart beat
fell to a deep abyss
didn’t even want to draw a breath
so low- no words could ever fix this mess
“just let me deal with sh-t on my own”
is what i use to say – denials what you call that
like they say “pride comes before the fall”
smile on my face but i’m dead inside
yeah i’ve had days where i don’t wanna be aliiiive
but i had to fight that sh-t
cause i could never be one to take my own life
no matter how hard sh-t gets
rollin’ somethin’ up to take my mind off everything bad in my life
mary jane ease the pain
turn a beat on and i start to write
it helps me get thru my scattered mind
i don’t sleep at night
i haven’t been eating right
don’t give a f-ck what’s in the mirror
look at my f-ckin’ beard!
look at my f-ckin’ hair!
look at my f-ckin’ clothes!
i’ve had the same sh-t on for 3 days
baggage under my eyes- bloodshot too!
step into my shoes – see how i feel
tell me, can you relate?
i know i’m not the only one
so everyone sufferin’ stay strong!
1-8-0-0-2-7-3-8-2-5-5
if you need a life line
pick up the phone – let someone know
shout out to logic – sh-t makes sense
lifes worth livin’ – don’t you forget it!

(outro)

yeah
this for anyone who’s goin’ thru it
strugglin’, battlin’ depression
i feel your pain
you’ll get thru it
just know
you can always make change

- j killz lyrics

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