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j.o.b. - november 29th lyrics

[intro]

can’t believe it’s been a year now
since you’re gone
but i just l keep on living like nothings wrong
the days are moving further
and life goes on
so imma keep on pushing
and holding on

[verse 1]

the funny thing about this
is when i’m asked about you
i never like to say it
i never can admit it
not sure if it’s denial but
i don’t want your pity
so imma just say you’re doing fine and sitting pretty
i know that’s not too healthy
but i knew this day would come
that’s why i dissed your calls
and kept my feelings numb
we had a lot of memories
but that’s when i was young
to cope with my emotions is why i wrote this song
i know you always loved me
and i always loved you too
you pushed mе out at 19
and my dad was 22
the truth about you guys is
you where childrеn too
i would have made the same mistakes if i was in your shoes
[pre+chorus]

luckily my daddy was working
and made responsible decisions
while you were smoking and drinking
which led to y’all division
i can’t even blame you cause you made your bed
now rest in it
there’s no hard feelings at all cause i love you
when, always dead

[chorus]

i really wish i understood the reasons i don’t cry
i really need to understand you left without goodbye
i really wish i understood that there’ll be no more calls
i really need to understand and just look down the walls
i really hope there’s one day i can feel it on the coupe
i really wish for someday there’s a glistening of hope

[post+chorus]
or maybe many people grief at different speeds
and if i’m not crying yeah
well that’s just what i need

[verse 2]
i really wish i knew you more
i wish i heard more stories
i can’t believe you passed away so early in your forties
i feel like a part of me is missing and at the same time its not
i feel like somehow i need you
also my dad is my rock
i mean like i got my grandma
i got my aunts and my uncle
and they all help to take care of me
so i never really struggled
they spoiled me and loved me unconditionally
so i felt guilty when i wouldn’t but you were missing me
so everytime you try to see me
i’m like, “mom i’m too busy”
and everytime you called me i was working or lazy
and you were always understanding like, “it’s ok baby
i hope you’re doing well and when you’re free just come see me”
it’s so unfortunate and sad
we never gotten the chance
because november 29th
you took your last glance
i got the call you overdosed at 9pm after work
my sister called me up crying and i expected the worst

[chorus]
i really wish i understood the reasons i don’t cry
i really need to understand you left without goodbye
i really wish i understood that there’ll be no more calls
i really need to understand and just look down the walls
i really hope there’s one day i can feel it on the coupe
i really wish for someday there’s a glistening of hope

[post+chorus]

or maybe many people grief at different speeds
and if i’m not crying yeah
well that’s just what i need

[outro]

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