j slikk - an explanation pt. 1 lyrics
[verse 1]
now forgive me
if i get too deep
but this is something
on which i gotta speak
whatchu know about
the things that i’ve dealt with
i’ve been depressed
from my stress
i’ve been so far
from my best
a reject is how i’ve felt and
i ain’t trynna feel it no more
i ain’t trynna live it no more
wanna change and rearrange
the ways my mind’s been
joy i wanna find it
that door what’s behind it?
it’s closed so
how should i know
if i change my actions
which ones do i switch up
but as for my music
it’s something i can’t give up
i know that it’s helped
it’s what’s kept me going
maybe if i use it
to begin showing
my life and my pain
i can rehabilitate
want thе old me dead
try to assassinate
so i can’t еver go back
no matter what else happens
cuz he could still catch up
if i overlap him
[chorus]
i try to explain
all of my pain
but n0body cares
(but n0body cares)
some of it is out
but i still doubt
anybody is aware
(that anybody is aware)
this is why i do this
it’s about how i use it
(it’s about how i use it)
if you don’t rock with it
then stop listening
(just stop listening)
[verse 2]
i want you all to get it
to see how i’ve been living
but it’s gonna take me years
to show you all my tears
music has saved me
i use it as my outlet
not the plug but regardless
i don’t have power without it
but you ain’t ever hear
bout my darkest times
the times that i’ve thought
man i’m really dead inside
there’s been too many nights
where i could only cry, up to the sky
with my hands up, asking oh god why?
i’ve been crazy since eleven
but fifteen things got worse
when i started music
it’s like i got some curse
can’t say it’s the cause
it’s a coincidence
at least i hope it is
so much time goes into this
i wanted time for me to stop
yeah i was suicidal
before i lived like that
i lived in denial
don’t know if i still am
feeling so washed up
all i know i ain’t do it
when the times got rough
[chorus]
i try to explain
all of my pain
but n0body cares
(but n0body cares)
some of it is out
but i still doubt
anybody is aware
(that anybody is aware)
this is why i do this
it’s about how i use it
(it’s about how i use it)
if you don’t rock with it
then stop listening
(just stop listening)
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