j. sula - monsoon lyrics
[intro]
sinking, falling, deep into it
lost myself in music
i never thought i’d make it
tried to hide but i just can’t fake it
[verse 1]
feeling suffocated, always frustrated
end of the road, i was contemplative
talking to my friends, wasn’t really helping
couldn’t come to god, i guess i was a vagrant
chains on my soul, my mind was weighing me down
less like a pleasure, more burden to keeping me ’round
past became the present, i’m worried ’bout me now
don’t wanna be honest because i speak loud
what do i know? don’t wanna go
had it together, i’m losing control
i’ll hit the road, drive off a slopе
i can’t believe how it’s hurting mе so
[verse 2]
i’ll keep it together while we at this party
i’m coping with a can of coke and some bacardi
wanna talk to god but i wish he could call me
hit my line, give advice, ’cause right now i’m bawling
tears forming, these years storming won’t let ’em drop
thoughts intruding on my peace, i can’t get ’em to stop
pick my bible up, use it as a prop
put my bible down, my soul really flopped
nights in the east, i couldn’t sleep
all i could think, how did they meet?
i was down bad, i know
but i was that alone
tried to fill the void up, yuh
just to get my joy up, yuh
never could get let down, no no
it’s all in my head now
[bridge]
i wish i could change, i wish i could change
tried this for a year, naw, i just stayed the same
i’ll let it be known, really tried to grow
my feelings wouldn’t go, this burn is pretty slow
i lost my innocence, yeah yeah
i wish i was a kid again, yeah yeah
i can’t turn back the clock, so i’ll take what i got
and i’ll flip all these thoughts (on their head)
pack up my ish, i’m getting big
tat on my ribs, yuh
chasing a bag full of your laughs
i’m feeling hotter than prince
men like to hide sentiment
they building a mountain of brick
i say the blacker the tint
the more you can see the intent
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