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jab artistry - frozen tears (in memory of my cousin john r.i.p) lyrics

(intro) audio of my grandmas cell message telling me john died

(song start)
-now i’m stuck sitting in a moment of time the sounds around drown out the world is mine –
-i ain’t ever giving up lifes beat me up i still ain’t had enough-
– so i’m looking at the man in the mirror and who i really am is appearing alot clearer-
-another cracked rear view for you to see threw –
-the trouble is i see the pain too and it always pushes threw-
-i just lost a loved one at such a young age such a tragedy-
-but i can’t let that rattle me when i feel sad and mad trying to understand how life gets so bad-
– the diamonds story continues to unfold the days p-ss and its starts to get fuzzy when we look back-
[melodie of hook interrupt]sometimes i feel so alone”
-got your pic every time i look i get sic-
-this sh-ts so f-cking hard to cope with-
-i’m an artist but i can’t paint tomorrow-
-if i could you would be here and i wouldn’t feel this sorrow-
-time is something we own, no its something borrow-
-it sucks when were feeling so f-cking empty and hollow

(hook)
[jab] sometimes i feel so alone an the worlds cold
[2mercilous]people wonder all the time why these tears on my face are froze
[jab] its so hard to go on when life goes wrong
[2mercilous] so tired of knowing that were going to die alone

{verse2}[2mercilous]
-i remember the days of having happiness but the grimm came around an took those days away-
-can’t believe you ain’t around anymore got me walking in a daze-
-no more days with you an me what happend you got taken out of life so quickly-
-back then i was most likley not to have kids now i got 2,3 and pssibly 4
baby momas a wh0r- but that would be no surprise to you
-always clowned on me about my choice in women anyway-
-homey i miss you soul seems to be dead without you-
-can’t believe you won’t be here for me-
i thought only the good dye young you must of had some secrets-
-and thats ok you always kept mine locked up and hidden away-
-you were the only one who new what went on in my home
-your moma was always stressing you trying to say im no good just a vagabond-
-guess your mom was right but you still stoo by my side and helped me with my fights-

verse 3
[jab artistry]
-so i go threw the pain only to let the tears out in the pouring rain-
-it drives me insane but i got to be a man keep me emotions restrained-
-my daughters need a soldier but this morning i spent 2 hours crying an i needed a shoulder-
-its hard when there gne wishing we did more while they were here-
-you only live once and it effects your family and loved ones-
-i used to not care that none of you were near-
-now im thousands of miles away and i wish i was there going threw the motions of the day-
-i’m mentally in another place i need a change of pace now i just really want to see your face
{melody from hok interrupt “so alone”}
-emotional prisons they ain’t all easy to escape time heals wounds but it doesent give presence-
-it just makes life more relevant-
-uncle i’m sorry, i know we got a past-
-this is another apology but hopefully the last –
-i hope you understand we go thru stages when we become men-
-so i regeret some of time idly spent –
-but i’m working twice as hard to recapture it again-

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