jaded (rapper) - happy and sad lyrics
(chorus)
i’m happy and sad, do you see a smile on my face? yeah i’m happy and sad, will my pain ever go away?
i’m happy and sad, do you see a smile on my face? yeah i’m happy and sad, will my pain ever go away?
(verse i)
stay with me for a few minutes, i dare you, don’t look at me that way, i scare you. i just wanna be somebody i’m not, i don’t care who, it’s better than having loved ones tryna carry you. they don’t wanna get near you, reaching out through music but they don’t hear you. i don’t really understand why i act like this, i stand alone in sin then try to act righteous. maybe gods word can save me, i better take a look, no point of reading if i don’t apply the book. then i go to music, listen to my art, it ends up in the trash when they use it like my heart. i know hearts don’t break but i feel pain inside my chest, that’s where my life is, i don’t know if i can siphon. i feel tears in my head, so many emotions, everybody leaves when the doors in me open. i’d rather lose a fight than lose you, i shouldn’t act like i’m right but i choose to. yeah, i don’t wanna quote trash, but i take a look at my notepad, red lines, i can see we’re both mad, it wouldn’t be the same if i could go back. we got so many dented pages but they don’t know that, love broke me, but i cope when i blow tracks. yeah, stay close to me, i love you so much, i’ll give you my heart, my time and my trust. if you find a better guy, happiness is a must, i let everybody leave me, and pretend it wasn’t love. i smile for the great memories i found, make belief so it’s upside down
(chorus)
i’m happy and sad, do you see a smile on my face? yeah i’m happy and sad, will my pain ever go away?
i’m happy and sad, do you see a smile on my face? yeah i’m happy and sad, will my pain ever go away?
(verse ii)
looking at the past and i regret the future that i’m making through actions, what i’m working towards is selfish and i need to throw it the trash can. should i though? sorry i let my thoughts take control, it tries to take my life and break my soul. people say it’s fine but i don’t think we’re all ready for, a dagger in the chest that is already dual. been used on me and now i use it on you, how am i suppose to leave a stage i just stepped onto? or a life i just walked into, i feel this in me and maybe you can feel it in you. when i say minds break with memories it doesn’t wanna hold onto, it’s wide open now so you can let it out but it’s gotta hold on you. yeah, i have some things that are really hard to talk about, i get scared when i share cause they might start walking out. but, i don’t really feel things, brokenness just k!lls me, pain reveals me, anger builds me, praying help me i’m so guilty and lies ain’t healthy, money doesn’t make you wealthy or the things you desire most, hide what shows then lie to your hostess, the truth is so close it hurts to boast about when you know it. because you ain’t proud of what it is or what you’re dealing with, you’re not feeling rich but maybe you’re feeling this, so lets be real for a minute really get in it and talk about it
(chorus)
i’m happy and sad, do you see a smile on my face? yeah i’m happy and sad, will my pain ever go away?
i’m happy and sad, do you see a smile on my face? yeah i’m happy and sad, will my pain ever go away? (2x)
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