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jahaziel - broken [unreleased] lyrics

[verse 1]
this probably the realest song i ever did / got me holding back the tears like simply red / whoever said it’s a thin line between love and hate is not joking / still i never knew it was so thin / truthfully i ain’t usually this open / so i’ma talk about stuff i don’t wanna talk about / even though it’s in the past and it’s sorted out / if i ain’t gonna share my experience / what’s it all about / my heart’s broke let me pour it out / like the alabaster box / no more disguises and lies / cause man i had to stop / plus it was hard to write / after arguing and fighting with my wife / cause i never had cash to shop / feeling like going back to the block / transacting the rock / now what happened to god / i feel broken

[verse 2]
yea i’m on the stage touring the landscape / its become a game i perform for the fan’s sake / at home satan’s at my door in a rampage / funny how i never saw till it was a tad late / ain’t even sure if this man’s saved / making the same dumb mistakes i saw that my dad made / but i forget it all as soon as my band plays / so i escape by ignoring my mandate / wanna go back to dating / but can’t backdate / back to the days i wrote angel / track 8 / and what’s bait is i’m supposed to be a real rapper / but i’m a fake and i feel like / i’m the reason why the world’s looking at us saying church is just full of actors / lord you broke me and showed me that home is what really mattered / and me building ministry before my family is building backwards / that’s why i’m broken

[verse 3]
times are really hectic / i’m in need of credit / but i’m knee deep into debit / getting letter through my door and their written in red ink / but i don’t think that jesus said it / i know i’ve gone far but i know he’s still near / yeah my heart’s hard but i know he still cares / though i ain’t saying life’s real fair / i’m saved but from when i was raised there’s scars that i still bear / big ups to .. and .. / that really could of been me up in the wheelchair / yet i moan cause i don’t own a bm(w) and i’m begging for a whip / i don’t mean .. / i just wanna own a jam / but gotta own land / just a home for my fam like a grown man / but no thanks / the old man’s wrecking the whole plan / nearly k!lled my marriage with my own hands / and i don’t know if i’m a man or a mouse cause / no man will put his hand on his spouse / ashamed in the booth right now but i told you / i’ma tell the truth right now so / to tell the truth / i felt like quitting when i heard that amb-ssador fell / well then da t.r.u.t.h. / i know it would of been me next cause / i ain’t half as strong as these heads / i’ve been flirting with death / attracting it / played games .. / my soul got trapped in it / feel like a vase with a crack in it / i’m acting like a crack addict and that ain’t just a rap lyric / it’s much more / cause what’s more / every time l-st called i hollered back / and watched p-rn / lord forgive me / i wonder if it’s like what paul felt / feels like there’s a thorn in me / and if i am saved / please free me from these d-mn chains and help me believe that i can change / truth is i was grown that way / no excuse though i know that’s bait / i wasn’t meant to go that way / never should of thrown that plate / never should of lost control that way / mate / i swore i’d never do it / promise forever ruined / cause i got a short fuse and i went and blew it / thought i threw it all away / but through it all you were there to hear me pray / now i’m here today / feeling like i can see the light / you cleaned my eyes now i see my wife / has always been my number 1 supporter / yea mother of my daughter / i just wanna love her like a husband ought to / and as a father i’m a play my part / cause if .. says her daddy is a failure i’m afraid that it would break my heart / nah i don’t want to see what i had to see / nah i don’t wanna been where i had to be / but peace was a distant fantasy / and at night you just dream of having peace in your family / that was me and that was then / i hope i never have to be broken down like that again / cause lord / i rather lose this world then to lose my family my two beautiful girls / and if they ever hate facing the mirror cause their shaped to look bigger than their favorite singer / i’m a tell it straight i’m amazed by your figure as i gaze at the treasure god’s laid up within her / lord you made me a winner / yeah i was a slave and a sinner / i’m being changed from the inner / thank god i’m saved and delivered

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