jalen dewahn - 21.freestyle lyrics
[verse 1]
my 21 already been a funny one
3 hours in i need a restart b-tton
i feel my back holdin’ demons
i fall back and retreat
seem like the attack attracts to my retract and i can’t seem to flee from em
issa whole fleet of em
can’t feel my feet when i run
can’t feel my free- my freedom
get it? freedumb?
runnin to be free?
or am i free to just run?
deaf dumb and blind
i lose direction all the time
obsessive personality should help me on the grind
i feel like i’m competing with myself
fear in mind
like any rapper towards me on the mic
fear
i lose to myself all the time
is my reflection david or goliath?
do i step back and just reflect that?
i mean the stone is in my fore-head
enlightenment or punishment?
i thank god for my backbone
i’ll call her on my way home
to tell her this, before i’m gone
i could love you unconditionally
condition you with lovely things
but right now i’m so torn
but i’m tryin not to back track
i could never mask that
you know me like your back hand
who could ever match that?
maybe my fears are only here to recognize her
a concept ima grasp at
[selah]
and i could never p-ss that
i could never p-ss that
maybe my fears are only here to recognize her
a concept ima grasp at
(x2)
[verse 2]
i gotta put myself in uncomfortable situations to help me situate everything i would ever want
should i be sorry if we was friends but you cut it cause the little time i had left for you wasn’t close to enough?
is this the quiet before the storm and is the choir gon’ perform?
i mean it ain’t considered quitting if it never begun
must the world get any my love?
must the sun get any my shine?
nuh uh i’m done
i want to be alone
to give my heart to them
sound like ain’t no way home
i think i’m way better
than to trade a shirt for a sweater
i come as king are they correta?
lemme shut my mouth man i ain’t no better
this sh-t is so ridiculous excuse me for my feels
conditioned to hold them in, i’m combating every feel
weak n-gga
recognize what’s real
recognize what rising
recognize what’s near
i can only recognize thru having these
fears
i’ll prolly only love her right through having these fears
would you ever trust me if i never shared fears?
[selah]
and i could never p-ss that
i could never p-ss that
maybe my fears are only here to recognize her
a concept, ima grasp at
(x2)
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