janet blackwell - waking up lyrics
thursday night on the alley
rain’s pouring down
like dreams on the asphalt
i don’t know anyone here
it’s a sad reflection
mapping strangers and silent dangers
dreaming someone here i know
while i’m caught in this storm
let me rise with the wind
so it’ll feel like flying
and if i gotta fall
let me hold onto this cloud
so it’ll feel like dreaming
or maybe waking up
i would like to be better at
answering my phone
when people who love me call
i got that feeling of fear in my throat
and it’s shaken by
a future i don’t know at all
i’m at the end of the hall in a dream
a room filled with water and i don’t bother
to try to swim free
and i don’t know anyone here
it’s a sad reflection
mapping strangers and silent dangers
grabbing the nearest drink
while i’m caught in this storm
let me rise with the wind
so it’ll feel like flying
and if i gotta fall
let me hold onto this cloud
so it’ll feel like dreaming
or maybe waking up
i need some control
cause i don’t sleep too much these days
don’t know how to hold my weight
my mother tells me i’ve gone away
that i’m not myself
asks, “how can i help?”
and i say, “i don’t know but i’m okay”
i am carrying these words
in bags underneath my eyes
trying to sleep
because lately i’m not feeling like myself
i’ve left her on the table and i’m unable
to get her back
i don’t know anyone here
it’s a sad reflection
mapping strangers and silent dangers
dreaming someone here i know
while i’m caught in this storm
let me rise with the wind
so it’ll feel like flying
and if i gotta fall
let me hold onto this cloud
so it’ll feel like dreaming
or maybe waking up
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