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jas - play it back lyrics

[verse 1]
i play it back in my mind, and i think that i’m fine
but i’m not, i don’t know why
i can’t see the blurry eyes
i can’t dream through hazy lies
all i see is crazy times
i just want it all to end, if it don’t i think i’ll die
let’s just start over, cuz i’ve got nothing left
except my music, and emotions no one else seems to get
and the stress that i keep buried deep in my chest
it breaks the hold, it k!lls my soul and i’m about to be next
no matter what i won’t change, i guess i can’t complain
but every day just seems the same and there’s nothing for me to gain
i can only p-ss you off, and i’m about to lose it all
i can’t feel tall when all i’m capable of is working just to fall
my back’s against this wall, so backwards’ not an option
i’m trapped in the corner so please mawf-ckin’ stop it
i can’t take it any more, somebody should have told me caution
thought i lost it all before, but tomorrow is the auction
i don’t know why i keep fighting just to lose
to write my little songs, to sing the subtle blues
i’ve been trying to get away but i can’t seem to move
i can’t see any reason or meaning for these truths
and now the score is even
all these f-cking demons in my mind while i’m dreaming
everyone’s attacking me like i’m accused of treason
i just want to get away but i can’t seem to appease them

[hook] x2
everything i want, is stacked in a pile and is burning on the lawn
i can’t go back on my dreams, but i can’t find success so i’ll try by other means

[verse 2]
if i had a fresh start, would anybody understand me?
or would i only be honorable in the eyes of my family?
growing up i was taught that my mindset should be can be
but i realized reality was changing that to can’t be
i can’t be something special
i can’t be anything great
i don’t believe in god but he completely f-cked my fate
is it coincidence i’ve made everything on my own
when i’ve always been alone for only reasons god knows?
why do i hide my pride when trying to be modest?
do i even have pride? i don’t know to be honest
fighting back the monsters and the demons in my closet
i knew that i was crazy, but i think i f-cking lost it
maybe it’s just time for me to let it go
clearly i have no sanity so no point in trying to show
the world, everything i’m made of
moving too fast to wait up
i just want to reach the point where my self-respect will stay up
grace me with your open ears, don’t forget the broken years
the stolen tears that made me who i am today, behold no fear
i’m better than before but my pain still goes unnoticed
maybe when i see the fame it’ll be on and i can show it
i can boast it

[hook] x2

- jas lyrics

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