jay honest - brother lyrics
i been
thinking about u lately
lost in this hopeless gaze in
trapped in the darkest place n
could really use some saving
someone to hold my face &
tell me ill be alright
even tho i know i won’t
…tell me i’ll be alright
but everyday i wake up cold
tell me why’d you have you go
told me that you’d never leave
you told me that you’d never go
but see every time i thinking about you i just wanna runaway
find myself just so confused
my happiness it fades away
i just yеll so f+cking loud im glad there’s no one in my housе
i swear they’d probably call the cops cause lately i been freaking out
contemplating death on the daily & i f+cking hate it
wishing you were here
cause you was the only one to save me
when my mama kicked me out
you’d roll up and smoke some loud and calm her down cause ain’t no one could talk the way you talked em down
even if they threw you hate
you would smile and lift em up
you was like a god to me
my faith has really f+cked me up
when you put someone upon a pedestal for 20 years
when they die a piece of you is gone with em forever
clearly i been grieving
and i need someone this evening
and sometimes i wanna fly to, my brother can you hear this
i been writing all these songs for you just hoping that you hear em too
u gave me the strength so for you i promisee to continue
the journeys never over
nah, no it ain’t never over
yeah yeah
see i been thinking like i don’t wanna feel no more
so surreal like, i don’t know how deal no more
it’s like i was k!lled last night on the side of the road
no emotion really i being flying so low
i wanna die when i’m high
and i’m high all the time
i just sit back & cry
wishing i could say goodbye
wish that i could see those eyes
1 last time
and tell you what you meant to me
wish you were by my side
ride of die our whole lives
we chasing the rise
you was like a rollercoaster i was too scared of the rides
you’re my best friend for life
my brother and my guide too
i’m just wishing i could fly too
outro:
see this pain ain’t never stopping
keep it tight inside this locket
witcho’ face behind it
so when i see it i be smiling
even tho i know it hurts
and i know this is a battle with myself
but if i let this sh+t destroy i’ll be in a hurst
constantly i’m in reverse, constantly this pain it hurts
and honestly i’m facing everything all by myself its worst when u alone
emptiness is hollow like my heart and soul
told me you’d be with me til the day i’m old
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