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jay king the elemental - miss me lyrics

[verse 1]
i admit it, i thought about taking some pills
thought about taking a knife and letting the blood spill
it’s irrational i know part of me is mentally ill
i have no idea what gives me the will to live still
my whole life i felt mad as the hatter
felt like a disappointment for as long as i can remember
do you know what it feels like to have your feelings pushed aside called crazy i’m just asking do i really matter
it’s hard for me to admit nevermind on wax
im ashamed but it’s time to face facts
thought i was done with the suicidal thoughts in high school
came back with a vengeance now i feel like a king’s fool
who was there for me
when i need an emotional support where was everybody
smile on my face for everyone to see
but inside i scream maybe this is how it will always be

[hook]
who would miss me?
if i died tomorrow would anybody miss me?
who would miss me?
if i was six feet deep would you miss me?
if i decide to take that leap fall into that eternal sleep
who would miss me?
i just want to know i just got to know

[verse 2]
when i got into the hit-and-run
for a moment thought my life was done
thought people would call and visit but then i got none
funny how people seem to be too busy unless you provide the fun
i know i got people that care that’s why it doesn’t make sense
feel alone even when i’m in your presence
put up walls and yet i get no resistance
no one cares to strike them down that’s my experience
it may just be in my head
i think about these things before i cry myself to bed
i pray to you lord i know that i’ve been misled
he responded but i didn’t hear what he said
maybe he gave this fear to live my best
as much as i fear this life as much as i want to rest
nothing compares how much i fear the loneliness how much i fear death

[verse 3]
do you know what its like to feel less than human
another man fighting as hard as against depression
why do people only seem to care when your life is no more
please end this feeling down deep in my core
i write this screaming for help at the top of my lungs
i just want to know… i just want to know if anyone would care if i was gone

(yeah)

[outro]
i thank god every single day, for getting me out of such a dark state. through him i’m able to overcome all obstacles
“i can do all things through him who strengthens me”, philippians 4 verse 13
god bless you the way that god has blessed me

- jay king the elemental lyrics

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