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jay (oz) - lost feelings lyrics

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met in you in august 2020, you were so cute and so innocent
school courtyard, it was clear connection was imminent
skipping class to talk you, got me in some predicaments
confessed to me in the booth, i said i was the equivalent
weeks go by, i meet your fam, you meet mine
making out in movie theatres, things we did at that time
young love, is what i’d call it cause lady you had me falling
and i had you too, helping you through all your stabs and wounds
got you off it, and i tried to teach you how live right
overcaring what people think of you’s not how you live life
i showed love, if you need me, ring me up and i’m there
but overtime, i’d come over some of the stuff was unfair
not letting me leave and at the start i thought you were playing
then you block your bedroom door, weird stuff you were saying
you grabbed me, scratch me, screaming “don’t leave” couldn’t let it continue
laid you on your bed but somehow you were scared that i’d hit you
forget it, n0body’s perfect, still of course you were mine
after six months, we both indulged in our first times
stroking, moaning, kissing, touching, don’t have to go into detail
the point is it was love, wouldn’t choose another female
and you know the drill, go to school then go to yours
get up in your draws, feelings that we never felt before
but issues still present and it’s not just you
not like i don’t have any flaws trust i’ve got some too
you came to mine for new years eve
kissed during the fireworks, i’m glad that it was you near me
but from then on, felt like all we did was fight and f+ck
fight and f+ck, and yeah looking back that’s kinda f+cked
hit me when you’re angry and of course i won’t hit back
i wasn’t raised to be that way and really man that sh+t’s wack
all i can do is say stop but you never did
every argument, when we had the tie should’ve severed it
and yeah i did, march 2021
sure we had some fun and oh wait we weren’t even done
because after a couple weeks we were f+cking again
weren’t back together so we still remained just as friends
same issues still present, punching me when you’re mad
tryna calm you down like “lady, you need to relax”
got me thinking back to the start and seen what we had
and i can’t lie, i lowkey started needing it back
fast forward march 2022, need to relive stress
especially after what had happened with tf
so you and i aren’t back on, just back in the bed
fight then f+ck, fight then f+ck then nothing but deep breaths
things got worse, now you’re jealous of me
say i’m privileged and i think things that never could be
back to teaching how to live and you regressed, that’s truth
mad at me over sh+t like having a higher snap score than you?
august 2022 just had your birthday
had me come over after school for that desert and cake
but on the bus we’re fighting, hit me again
2 years of this sh+t and now i think it’s serious, d+mn
we get off, “why do you do what you do?”
you said it’s none of my business” bullsh+t not true
tell you shut up you’re crazy, and you told me “make me”
lost my sh+t and grabbed your arm, threatened to deck you in the face
see, i regret what i said as soon as i said it
fear in your eyes and you don’t know i never meant it
hearing you cry and run home, this can’t end it
we end up in your room, sit on your bed, now we’re lamenting
turns out you got childhood trauma
seeing your parents fight, don’t want your mum’s experience to be her daughter’s
fair enough but i’m not him, felt the l+sting again
look at your eyes and in seconds we’re f+cking in bed
that was friday, skip to monday, no contact
blocked me on everything, our convo’s like combat
screaming out in public that you hate me, how is that fair?
when you’ve been hitting me for actual years, that’s some cap there
but yeah still you changed your mind, h+ll constructive
doing anything so people think you’re cool, you’re self destructive
i may go on act like it’s nothing, but f+ck it
cause you grew down, and not the girl i fell in love with

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