jay towns - january 3, 2021 lyrics
january 3, 2021
always on our phones being stimulated constantly
makes me feel like i’m not doing everything i ought to be
makes me question if all my homies really rock with me
if you’re not about my vision might as well be blocking me
‘cause
i don’t be playing tag with people who ain’t running
making me feel guilty cause i’m grinding till i live comfy
when a silver spoon is in your mouth i can see how you might look down on someone who’s still trying to get the honey
look back at 2020, the way we differed
life had me feeling like the big dog, call me clifford
big feet but i swеar life felt like my glass slippеr
until, of course, i started slipping
making mistakes i’ma relay to my children
tell ‘em this is what you do if you want someone to treat you like you the villain — you play with their feelings
i could write a whole record about how i never meant it
but the fact is, i sent it
“i never meant to hurt you?” it don’t matter
might as well be serving up a f+ck you upon a platter
people gonna talk about it, you gon’ hear the chatter
sounding like the closing of a chapter
disappointed in myself — an understatement
this the fire in the kitchen that my momma always told me not to play with
giving apologies can never amount to what you’ve taken
time is the only remedy, but i’m impatient
i can’t imagine what’s it like to be famous
i ain’t talking bout no viral sh+t i’m talking about a+list
people all up in your business but they not investing
ready to cancel you when you’re no longer interesting
it’s highkey depressing
this is the industry and the lifestyle i’m protecting
i feel like i just got here, already looking for the exit
the phenomenon of missing people while you in they presence, i see my reflection, i’m learning my lesson
there’s no such thing as a person with a clean slate
everyone’s got things up in their life that they wish they could change
used to be able to count all my regrets on one hand
i deadass broke down and cried when i had to use the other
just had a real serious conversation with my mother
am i living life for a purpose or just another
person who’s undercover, working to fill the quota, yearning to be discovered by churches that never loved us…
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