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jaybzy! - teen spirit lyrics

[verse 1]
i got shit i’d never tell
even if i said it to save me from hell
my nigga anthony had asked me where do i see myself in five years
i told that boy “dead or jail”
and, oh, and i’ma be right on that tv
not “congratulations”, but “r.i.p bzy”
i tried to ask god, like what he did with speedy
this the story of me
2022 the world was taken ‘way from me
i was convinced that nobody would come saving me
i had fucked up my health physically and mentally
only thinking ’bout death, couldn’t think ’bout family
no such thing as bettering
no such thing as better me
all of this shit that i went through is so unsettling
i had niggas that i really thought were friends of mе
why you talking to me like you fucking understanding mе?

[verse 2]
2023, finally got some company
finally got up off my ass and started my own company
stay4ever, and them boys all i got around me
every one else here tries to fucking clown me
have you ever heard your voice? nah
ever had a choice? nah
bitch don’t get this shit twisted like a doorknob
have you ever tried to make a change? probably not
dropped my best album so i could keep this shit hot
tried my best, oh
tried my best, ah
and the rest, oh
and the rest, ah
i fucked it all over, fucked it all up
started trying to take myself out
[verse 3]
2024, let me start it off
first day of the year i was fuckin’ noddin’ off
i said this shit that i’m taking is fucking not enough
’cause if jaybzy! still alive, ain’t do it’s fucking job
i’ma simplify what the plug told me in the yard
“i see potential in you, i can’t give this to ya
i seen so much talent come to the streets and die”
and damn, i took his words, it made a real youngin cry
i tried to talk again to bro, i told him “give me drop”
but i ain’t get no answer, when i say my heart flopped
turn around, i seen bro had turned himself into the cops
next week, i had 12 tryna tell me to stop
or else they send a youngin to the juvenile
i can’t do this shit now, i gotta make my mama proud
and my grand daddy proud
and my grandma proud
and my sister, and my uncle, and my grandmama proud

[verse 4]
but then here come summer
this shit a whole bummer
when i’m not rapping, they gone find a way to say i mumble
i’m the only one up in this bitch that’s really fucking humble
there’s only 1 real nigga, until i’m 6 feet under
i ain’t got nothing left, every body came and left
seen my family in there, all i think about is death
all i care about is my family’s health and wealth
i don’t care about myself, man this life a living hell
okay, let’s get to name dropping
lyn, i love you, but you made me episodic
you treated me like a bitch, ain’t even say sorry
for some reason, i’m the only one apologizing
adrian, if i could go back, i’d slap you up in ya shit
my arm wouldn’t be slit if you ain’t fucking exist
damn, i lost everybody in the middle of this
long fucking story short, this whole year was a mess
[chorus]
i’m only 15
and god treats me
like i’m up in my+ in my+ in my 60’s
this just the+
this just the time
to prepare me for when the world is mine
and if every thing god does is right
i don’t have the energy to win this fight
teen spirit

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