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jayden wark - aikido on the kitchen floor is kind of a lot lyrics

[verse 1]
i apologize for playing with your eyes, but i’m obsessed with you
rolling out of bed is morning in my head, ‘cause i’m obsessed with you
rose mirages into vases, i don’t stand a chance
quiet girls with wrist corsages, cordial silence, i can’t dance

[pre+chorus]
so, i could hold your hand but keep you at arm’s length
oh, hang me from a branch too high to climb and shake
but i’m afraid of d+mn near everything
less rare than scarce, less diamond than rough
unlikely to be more than just the coal you fail to crush

[chorus]
oh, i love you so much it scares me half to death
i’m not used to this, how did it happen, baby?
oh, i love you so much it scares me half to death
the other half, i guess i’m giving to you
oh, baby

[verse 2]
i still don’t know who you are, i only know that i’m still lonely
that morbid sort where even company can’t cure me
and the more you reassure, the less i trust
but still you gave me your heart, i only gave you my body
honestly thought n0body’d want it, let alone notice it’s gone
and so i left it home, but now, now, now, now
[pre+chorus]
i told doctor tillis to prescribe an illness, but he said his schedule’s filled with
children who need prozac, prilosec and lo+jack
triple+sec and lexapro for second+guesses, drugs that heal
so we can touch instead of feel

[chorus 2]
and i swear i’m really trying
i’m still in the process, but i’m making progress
i promise i honestly wanna prove improvement’s possible
i swear i’m so f+cking sorry
i’m not a good person, i’m barely a person at all
but someday i’ll be perfect, and i’ll make up for it all

(“and write a f+cking song about it! ’cause it has to be all about godd+mn drama! f+ck!”)

[bridge]
did i really have any of that gravity? maybe you’re quicksand
because i really couldn’t tell how deep my footprints went
the vertex of my redemption arc, the searching of that virgin heart
i’m catatonic in your arms, crying, “how did i cause so much harm?”
i’m down pounding my head against the kitchen floor
apologizing for my life and ever entering yours
don’t say “i’m sorry, but this can’t go on,” i know you’ve got scars of your own
but hide my knives before you go, i’ll either live or die alone
[chorus 3]
oh, i love you so much it scares me half to death
i’m not used to this, how did it happen, baby?
oh, i love you so much it scares me half to death
the other half, i guess i’m giving to you

[outro]
i mean its… kind of a lot

- jayden wark lyrics

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