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jaytekz - slowly dying lyrics

[verse 1]
uh
there’s no one else to blame, i cause my own solitude
i’m the reason why my heart is ripped apart in two
looked in the mirror and that person there i hardly knew
like who the f-ck am i? and who have i been talking to
cause these voices in my head are always talking back
conversing with myself cause i feel like i’m all i have
and i’mma’ take the blame, ain’t tryna’ point no f-cking fingers
i can’t escape the rain, no matter what, pain always lingers
i stay away from everyone i love
no matter what i do i still feel like i’m not enough
oh would you give a f-ck if i just chose to end it all
and if you do then how the f-ck can you just watch me fall
can’t you see my walls are closing in
can’t you hear the pain and suffering i’m holding in
i need help, i’m just afraid to ask
i’m no longer in control, i’m just waiting to crash

[chorus]
i’m so f-cked up, i know
i have been dying slow
please take my pain away
i can no longer stay

[verse 2]
i isolate myself cause i’m embarr-ssed of this sh-t
cause everybody knows i hate the fact that i exist
i let my secrets out and everybody knows the truth
they know my suicidal tendencies are self-induced
i know there’s no excuse why i should wanna’ end my life
i’m well aware the gr-ss is greener on the other side
i should be grateful right
so where’s the disconnect
when i feel happy why does sadness always interject
it’s like my misery is predetermined
i try and smile but deep inside i’m always weak and hurtin’
i know the devil’s near and always lurkin’
i feel his presence every time the sun begins emerging
i been searching for so f-cking long
for a light that will remain permanently on
but that light forever seems to fade
perhaps the dark is just impossible to evade

[chorus]
i’m so f-cked up, i know
i have been dying slow
please take my pain away
i can no longer stay

- jaytekz lyrics

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