jcb adhd - scarless lyrics
(noria beats)
look, recently i’ve felt painful
my left shoulder just lost its miniature angel
to manage one calm day, i’m just unable
hopefully the emotions heal up, i just gotta be faithful
trying to help my mentality just remain stable
so many cards i could sit down and play on the table
my happy thoughts were electric somebody must have spilled water on the cable
they’re trying to make it better, therapists and a cubby of prescription labels
but no medicine helps, no it’s not too aidful
it chases down me like cain to abel
not too aidful
i can see right through you, your soul has a peephole
my emotions have mixed personalities and their rights aren’t equal
used to be happy won’t happen again, there will never just be a sequel
it hurt at first but i got used to it like a diabetic to an insulin needle
stole my sanity, swooped down like a golden eagle
you called me the one turns out there were two other people
me and you together, i painted the picture in my mind with a rainbow on an easel
your love is toxic and it’s horribly lethal
all these voices inside of my head
just so many voices inside of my head
i don’t know if they’re wishing me well so i block them out instead
welcome to my brain, just ignore the inner screams
this is where you make appearances in my dreams
the truth is hard to swallow like a thick pill
my head is spinning, is reality really real?
my therapist told me i just need to chill
it’s just my anxiety they say, but it’s flaming like a grill
my brains foggy and rainy, no more sunshine and skies filled with teal
tears running running down my face another person asking if i’m doing well
my science teacher told me opposites attract but somehow me and you repel
we repel, i’m not doing well
look, can i have your attention for a minute
i really love you and this time i really mean it
i still remain silent but i really want to scream it
me and you together my brain painted the picture like an artist
if loved scarred your skin would still be scarless
scarless, scarless, my sanity is achin’
thought you were angelic guess you were more like satan
competition turned out to be tough
relationships can always be rough
i felt attached to you, held down by a handcuff
guess all i did for you just wasn’t enough
i’m just stuck at a crossroad
which way will my life go
to be honest, i don’t know
no, i don’t know
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