jenny nuo - realizations of a tightrope walker lyrics
[verse 1]
i tried to walk the tightrope of perfection
ended up here, fading my reflection
i broke hearts, ’cause mine’s an endless pendulum, it sways
i throw a fit to see if you will stay
[verse 2]
am i the villain? or am i just a stranger on a train?
i like to type my feelings into code, i can’t explain sometimes
i circle back to double check if the neighborhood has changed
i stay up late, but it won’t take away the pain
[chorus]
it’s such a long road from here, that validation
screams and then it echoes in my ear, that realization
hits mе just as i take another leap of faith
always showing up so latе
the party guests are barely awake
[verse 3]
i have a habit of saying yes to all demands
i have a habit of refusing every offered helping hand
i have a habit of hoping that they cancel every plan
i’m made of glass, but will they ever understand?
[chorus]
’cause i’m not too dangerously ambitious
i’m just counting down the years
that i still qualify for “30 under 30s” lists
when was the last time i indulged in breakfast?
i’m unhealthy but at least i still exist
[bridge]
writing songs is not the equivalent of therapy
neither is holding all your breath and counting calories
feels like they don’t know that i try so hard
what could fix this broken heart?
[outro]
’cause i tried to walk the tightrope of perfection
ended up here, with hating my reflection
i dread each time i have to look my parents in the eyes
being okay is one extravagant disguise
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