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jewlz - confessions lyrics

have you ever felt so alone, in a room full of people that just admire you? /
it’s overwhelming to see the people all lie to you /
i suck it up for the fact that i have to keep it movin’ /
and for my reasons, happiness ain’t why i pursue it /
i sit alone in my bedroom and wonder what i’m doin’ /
i think about the fans i’m gaining but the friends i’m losin’ /
i push away the people tryna get close to me /
and try to reel in all the people who don’t even know me /
i have issues with trust, can someone please show me? /
how to do it the right way, i’m f-ckin’ lonely /
never forget none of the words that she ever told me /
why everybody wanna hug me but n0body holds me? /
i’ve lost a part of me to someone that i used to hate /
it reminds me of the music that we used to make /
ironically i ended up not even bothered by it /
happiness was really close it was just hard to find it /
yeah, and to the girl that was a part of me /
thank you for everything but it’s time you grew a part from me /
i thought that everything we’ve ever been through /
would help you understand, but none of it don’t mean sh-t to you /
for that, i bid you adieu /
just remember all our sh-t together, i been through it too /
maybe life isn’t as bad as it seems /
cause a nightmare eventually turns into a dream /
in this rap game there’s only one policy /
aim for the stars, and i never took astrology /
accept no apology, so much stress on top of me /
don’t care bout what you do with them just please get it far from me /
since i was a kid, i seen my own death /
no stress, lost in an alley, see my own breath /
mentally i’m lost, in my heart i’m feelin’ hopeless /
see my murderer just getting closer with the process /
after everything i’ve learned /
what i thought was spittin’ fire i ended up getting burned /
this music would cause me drama and sh-t that i didn’t need /
i’m starin’ into the mirror and i don’t know what i see /
confusion is a step into depression /
you know it when you even start to question your reflection /
i would desire attention and for affection /
until i say my confessions i’ll never see my progression /
you talk a lot but i don’t understand your sentence /
so i don’t follow you, even if you try to mention /
my name, you would keep it in your conversations /
if we’re really a team, where is the cooperation? /
i live in obama’s nation /
people laughin’ at me cause i’m an obamanation /
no longer racin’ for people who aren’t chasin’ /
their dreams, cause a nightmare is only what they’re facin’ /
been betrayed so many times i’m not a quitter /
cause revenge is only sweet if they betrayal tasted bitter /
f-ck ’em all, none of ’em are friends to me /
an old friend still can turn into your newest enemy /
what the f-ck you tellin’ me? i ain’t even listenin’ /
the truth hurts, it can leave the human heart cripplin’ /
the fact you was a long time friend /
told me what you’re tryna start, i should really try to end /
but to be honest you was a part of my game /
to show me what i tell you, what you tell her, is it the same? /
i’m paranoid of the people i even trust now /
used to give a f-ck, but i don’t give a f-ck now /
i never take my eyes off a b-st-rd /
cause everyone will stab you only if you’re facing backwards /
and 2 people i know, they’re the best wit it /
i’ll take the knife out of my back, stab ya chest wit it /
cause i don’t need to betray you if i don’t like you /
you should worry bout what i’m doin’, not what i might do /
my trust is something easily abused /
cause it’s hard to gain, and very easy to lose /
but your betrayal’s not what i predicted /
they told me stay away from you, but i had resisted /
a natural emotion lasts only 12 minutes /
so that means that my depression is mostly self-inflicted /
after 12 minutes, how you feel is what you wanna feel /
depression is my happiness, i just try to keep it real /
i go to sleep every night cryin’ my eyes out /
wondering when the f-ck all the pain will ever die out /
the eyes are the windows to the soul /
so i always make sure that i keep my blinds closed /
if i should really die /
i’ll be lookin’ down from heaven watchin’ my funeral just to see who’d really cry /
i’m glad y’all can witness greatness before the final stages /
life is a book i’m too scared to turn the pages /
a dream is a wish that your heart makes /
and a nightmare’s the evil when your heart breaks /
been walkin’ for too long in this dark place /
and i never win, whenever i feel my heart /
always ended last in the hearts of many /
but my music landed great in the hearts of plenty /
lord tell me, all this pain that you send me /
lemme know if all of my struggles will really help me /
in the future, i been abused to the /
point that i don’t know where is my sanity, i’m after peace /
i treat all of my lyrics like a masterpiece /
it’s sad to see, somebody mad as me /
walkin’ around livin’ a life i should be grateful for /
i look at life and say “it’s them on why i hate you for!” /
the demons in my dreams are chasin’ after me /
they follow me when i wake up i see ’em in reality /
they ask me if i’m okay /
i really don’t want your condolence /
i’m acting like i’m okay, don’t interrupt my performance /

- jewlz lyrics

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