jilabee - behind the seen lyrics
behind the seen lyrics
it’s like you heard about the struggle and heartbreak, heartache
i’ma take you behind the scene and show what this heart takes
i’m only human trail and error
take you to the era when i was a shorty that was h+lla clever
but i had issues like the next man, had a plan, saving up my coin for when i saw the ice cream man
child play
had to grow up quick cause she was missing
hard to cope with the fact adults couldn’t complete the mission older brother that i barely know, 2 older sistеrs that had to show me all of the ropes
ay tough lovе
cause they barely knew, daddy working and mama popped up just for a few
or when she wasn’t guilt tripping
but the fact that we was slipping
i just couldn’t understand what happened or why she left after that fight they had in the kitchen
this sh+t is like a rerun, back to back
so i had to grow up from the results of that
who am i?
an equal figure of my daddy and my mama
can’t deny that
i got a daughter now and she right behind that
mommy issues, is that why i left my marriage?
or is it cause i couldn’t see my father in this man i cherished
i gave a piece of my innocence
the deceit of his game made me finish it real quick
now i’m the bad guy cause i went back to women
i figured since he was so feminine, the intervent would replenish it after that n+ggas asking what made him so lucky, you could’ve had my baby
but he simply just wanted to f+ck me
i wasn’t giving it up like that and he knew it
just made him want me more so he continued to pursue it
i use to love him tho, past tense
i ain’t confused
just know the difference between love and being used
i was amused
cause it’s all the same game
the difference is this ain’t the blame game
cut off all my main lanes. gone!
it kept happening over and over again
benefit of the doubt
then it happens over again
talk about wisdom, let’s just say i was a fool
my heart was too big and people was too cruel
they say i take things too serious
nah i just believe in loyalty some people just diminish it
but ima finish this
and stick with the outcome
some people need friends but i’m cool rolling without none
that’s how it’s is, that’s how it’s been
al green asked how can you mend a broken heart
let’s not pretend
cause my trust ran freely
i was the one there when they said needed me
told them i was gon’ make it
they didn’t believe me
now you see me
tables turned now
after my break downs, i broke through
i’m taking all of my turn now!you see me shining but i told you
god doing it for me and he ain’t even threw!
i’m ready
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