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jilabee - fake smiles lyrics

fake smiles lyrics
they tell me fake it ‘til i make it
i was never good at it
‘cause i’m too real to try to make impressions
you can love me, you can hate me
it don’t matter cause i’m blessing
those who rocked with me in my mess
you can keep the fake smiles
keep the fake hugs
keep making mugs
it’s cool ‘cause you never mattered to me
now your world shattered
‘cause you envied my being, my gifts and all the god that i got in me
f+cked up but i’m gеtting use to the hate
manеuvering the pain, putting food on my plate
feelings out of wack but i keep saying i’m straight
then my granny died, other sh+t can’t relate
n+ggas wasn’t checking on me
i was lost
tryna fight the feeling, but a n+gga got lost
now i’m checking prices and i can’t afford the cost
i’ma take this l and bounce back like a boss
i wish i never knew the things i know now
got a change of heart, looking at you sideways
i gotta love n+ggas from afar now
that’s just how i gotta move nowadays
it’s funny how your feelings just fade away
they only miss you when you leave and go away
see it was never worth my energy
so i’ma just spread my wings and fly away
i know you said keep the family close granny
i can’t ‘cause i ain’t dealing with adults granny
they steady tryna cut me at my throat granny
so i’ma just dip while it’s hope granny
see i don’t wanna snap, tap ‘em out
then they ass see you sooner than they thought granny
so i’ma just play the humble stunt
and keep everything that you taught me granny
haze gone now it got me wondering
am i even on the right track?
we started this sh+t, i got a few regrets
i just wanna go back
man we showed n+ggas the way out
found a way out the hood and we stayed out
it’s like our destiny was laid out
i ain’t seen you in 10 years but it played out
we never missed a beat, it was you, it was me
oli and our other n+ggas from the streets
then you grew and i knew you was gon soar
regardless of what life gave us to eat
man i’m so proud of you my n+gga
blow the sh+t loud for you my n+gga
i put my smile on as the pain pile on
just regret i wasn’t around for you my n+gga
forgive me
i was battling identity
never wanted y’all to see what i was dealing with
so i hid with a fake smile
had n+ggas really thinking i was k!lling it
now that you gon man i’m feeling it
i can’t explain the sh+t that i’m feeling
i just hold on to the memory
i guess that’s just how i’m dealing
ay but i thank god for you
all the things you did, you was real and true
my brother, i owe all of this to you
you had a heart of gold and that’s all i knew
i’ll forever love you, that’s without a doubt
all my blessings man i’ma count ‘em out
‘cause if we never would’ve crossed paths
man i probably never ever would’ve made it out
i love you

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