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jj shadow - moonlight lyrics

[verse 1]
well, what the f+ck you want from me?
open up your heart into uncertainty
never really learnt to breathe
i don’t know why you’re writing this sh+t
i mean n0body f+cking listens, why you typing that sh+t?
is that an accent i hear?
you don’t talk like that
you talk like this, you f+cking pr+ck i heard that sh+t, f+ck
i’m really f+cking tired now
everything i think feels so wild like a
jungle with no end, no friends (what the f+ck? that sh+t f+cking sucks.)
i dunno how to feel about it
oh i’m f+cking sad! look and read about it
what the f+ck you even sad for? mad for?
glad that dad’s gone and yet you always yearn for more
what the f+ck make you think you can rap about
insecurities and hope the world will f+cking work for me!
it probably never will, holding an anvil up a hill
while crowds mow you over ’til you’re standing still!
giving up, like you’ve done with this album
what the f+ck’s the point it’s narcissistic and childish
so i’m about to find the highest view. f+ck willpower
even if it’s good for you…

[refrain]
and it’s bad for you
and it’s bad for you
and it’s bad for you
and it’s bad for you
[interlude]
+ proceeds to play unrelated clip from “scarface” +

[verse 2]
there’s a darkness that sits within me!
in the night it’s always here to stay
in the wee hours of the morning
i’m waiting to get blown away
sellotape to my wings, from a chair that’s broken
i never really talked about it, memories unspoken!
open up your heart, they said
run into the corners and the streets, he’s dead!
look into those drawers that’s that yellow, green, red
it all turns black!
as i sit in my room
golden skin fractured in the womb
i just wanted to bloom like a flower
i race until it doesn’t matter!

[verse 3]
the world don’t care about itself
we don’t have to give it up now
we can find someplace else!
where we can do better
write a new letter
roses in the house where
every word matters and nothing ever shatters
i’m about to fly! but i’ll tell you this
[verse 4]
i watch the buses crash
and everywhere is love except for here
and it’s all i used to think about
i don’t i can live without+
and i can’t make up for it
two parts indifferent, two parts consoling
i’m sorry to disappoint but everything is gone
my hands are jittering, there’s no dialogue!
i had hopes and dreams, i used to wanna save the world
that don’t mean sh+t to me. now
since intermediate been
a weirdo ass kid with a heart that gleams
and i’m sorry if i never break the fall
just remember that i love you all
you all kept me from empty
and now i gotta find the moonlight within me!

[interlude]
goodbye

no…

[verse 5]
i had hopes and dreams
we all gotta save the world so let’s make that be!
our love is to bifinity
infinity
i got caught by my wings
as a rainbow surrounded the globe
mounted against the sun
so this love
i will show!
i know what you been through
i took a leap it turned me brand new
between 4 & 7 the tensions will rise
like the sea!
the starshine stayed for me
as jj roared and shadow stood firmly
and we’ll all be there for you
don’t jump
fly and find the moonlight within you!
[verse 6]
i’m still not sure what caused it
i’m addicted to it like a f+cking alcoholic
always hurting, never working, speaking lots of nonsense
swimming upstream of conscious, i got nothing…
and this whole time i’ve been building up these walls
i don’t even know if they’re about to fall
or stand tall
i’ve gotta play it like gambino, i’ve awaken
but hurt and mistaken for words that lack patience
i’m a mess ever since the past tense
i’ve lost all hope, all love, and my friends
i hope one day, me and my heart can make amends
rather than pushing and tugging for each side of the bed
girl, i’m f+cked up in the head
i don’t know who i’m talking to but as i f+cking write this sh+t i hope someone is walking through
the open door and cleans up all the residue
i know that day will never come so i gotta f+cking
stand up for myself
been feeling polar opposite to everyday’s fanatics
i’m sick of all the gossip sh+t
i’m sick of all the voices and i’m sick of making choices
i wanna love again! but i’ve fallen and i’ve broken all my bones in the cement
no one needs to f+cking know
no one needs to see you vent into another episode but i do this
let me tell you how i feel, i’ve been hurted and deserted and i feel like nothing’s real
i spent a whole f+cking year just letting myself go, but these people cannot phase me, i’m the strongest of them all
i will never f+cking fall from these castles that i’ve built and
i never fall asleep! every night i’m filled with guilt, it’s unnecessary
i don’t deserve these tribulations and i sit against a window once covered in condensation, motivation is gone
so correct me if i’m wrong but i’m singing this song
until i die, until i’m gone i
feel so broken, words became unspoken
lost memories got me, i started choking, because+
and i’m reminded of my father every single day
i love the man but we never used to go out and play
outside didn’t get to ride a single wave
but love is possible! i’m always trying to escape
’cause i’m afraid of being hurt and left for better days
i feel like i give so much and never get back
i know i’ve said this sh+t before man i gotta get
back to the moment! but these moments just repeat!
i may be hurt but i’ll never admit defeat
i may shut off the world along with everything
in order to feel comfortable in my own skin
but i urge everybody to find the love within
’cause no matter what! i’mma always f+cking give
even if i’m spit at and treated like f+cking sh+t
even if i have to take the punches and the hits
even if the pain hurts so much i start to bleed
even if everyone in my life decides to leave
if all my fears start swatting to the door
nothing the world hasn’t chucked at me before
we’re all people who hurt, we all want more
everybody lives loves and comes out sore
but nah f+ck that! i ain’t even been through sh+t!
i saw a rainbow while waiting for my chariot
mounted against the sun, it was nearly a double
i’m sorry to anybody i’ve caused any trouble
and to the people who may or may not have hurt this
broken spirit waiting for his chariot
i hope we change the script and start a new beginning
i’m f+cked up but i’ll love whoevers lose or winning
there’s a divide in the people who don’t know how to speak
and the people who spread hate from cheek to cheek
i feel like our generation’s caught up in a belt, choked in cold fear as the ice caps melt
i’ll be the first to spread the emotions of myself
the love, the obsession and just about anything else
hopefully one day we can get away from the trauma
but there’s people there for all of us so right now i’mma
dedicate my whole f+cking life to my mumma
for being there when no one else was

[spoken]
thank you
thank you for everything, everyone
i love you

[guitar: ethan doeg]

[interlude: jj (j) & kris sixteen (k)]

k: yo man, are you all good?

j: when did we get here, i thought we were at your house?

k: nah man, are you alright? you look a lil’ f+cked up dude

j: hey, i love you dude

k: oh uhh, i love you too g! say uhh hey man, weren’t you going to show me that track? you know the one you made with the apple loop drums and sh+t?

j: oh yeah, yeah, i know which one, yeah, it’s just a demo so i just used the apple drums for the f+cking, drums for the apple loops and+ yeah i’m just gonna

k: aight dope…

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