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joben - navel gazing lyrics

i be thinking and thinking for no f+cking reason
pick apart thought after thought, conversate with my demons
nostalgia it k!lls me, makes me think what is the meaning
sh+t so much has changed, i′m lost to completion
i be smoking and drinking and rarely be eating
my moods they be swinging and changing like seasons
one minute i’m happy now i want to die for no reason
but maybe i′m lonely, why do all my friends end up leaving?
i just want to do decent, but my thoughts will prevent it
i’ll have plans intended, then last second it’s different
crack the seal on a bottle stare it down till it′s finished
try to drown out my sorrows but nothing seems different
spend all my money on drugs so you know that i′ve been lit
i might use them to cope but i wouldn’t say it′s an addiction
just a temporary fix a gate to a new dimension
wish i could permanently escape so i can rise above my limits
i know that i’m different and have plenty of potential
but i′m just letting it go to waste and man it’s a f+cking issue
cuz how will i succeed if i don′t keep cranking with these pencils?
it’s the only way i can vent and say what i’ve been through
without losing my mind and my will to live too
but enough about that i got other sh+t to attend to
so i guess we can move on and get to the bigger picture
i had to cut off some ties thank god i had some scissors
broke all my problems down and then i threw them in a swisher
gained a little hope then started plotting for seven figures
so now here i am with my finger on the trigger
but sh+t, what did you really expect?
thought i would go somewhere in life you better second guess
have nothing but regrets, man my life′s a f+cking mess
my minds cursed but blessed, chasing dreams but wish i′m dead
drop an album about nothing but blowing off my head

- joben lyrics

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