joey jester - sabina's song lyrics
(verse 1: joey)
looking at the sky i hope you pray for me
seeing how i struggle, seeing how i fight no one cares to see
that i’m really taking chances, all i need is answers
stop being selfish in this life, family matters
too many problems in this life that’ll ruin you
had a couple of stories that i couldn’t get through to you
we left off, on a good note that’s the truth
but my heart is aching and it’s feeling like it’s black and blue
gotta be grateful cuz this life is not fair
momma tryna reach through you the phone but you not there
nothing i can do but give my mom no stress
not even all the money in the world could fix the hole in her chest
i waste my breath she stay depressed
my mother and my brother only things i have left
the thoughts in my head just tempt me
my father still alive but i never catch a vibe cuz hes deadbeat
see i’m a thousand miles away but i’m a call away
never see me eye to eye cuz you know i’ll walk away
only thing i need in this life is commitment
nothing but love for the mother of my children
when you left i cried but i took it as a lesson
we got a jack russell and i think it was a blessing
restored the missing piece that we lost for a minute
i see you in my dreams, my thoughts, my visions
i’m only satisfied when my momma smiling
i’m only satisfied when my brothers grinding
see 2016 i really wanted to rap
then i made sov now the boys on the map
(piano instrumental)
(verse 2: jodye)
bugging out, i see you cutting now
i was scared to point it out
sh-t is brazy i got nothing now
i remember holding you, posing for the photos too
now you laying in a coffin and i know it’s you
what the f-ck was i supposed to do?
it’s too late for sorry sh-t was overdue (wait)
died when i was 16 and now i’m almost 22
i pulled up to that section where they bullied you
in my hoodie too with a 22 and almost let it loose
you probably be mad at that
karma gonna clap em back, i can’t get you back like that
it’s survivor guilt, kid who never rob and steal
is rocking steel cause he don’t know how to deal
read your diary for clues
found some things i never knew
how you felt about the crew
how you told the one-two
how he f-cking touched you and they did nothing
when i say f-ck the police never say i’m buggin
what gets me is you died alone
and you thought no cared so i can never rewrite that wrong
headshot, let my thoughts leak
so they no longer haunt me
(piano instrumental)
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