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jo$h xo - ugly (interlude) lyrics

[verse 1]
i feel like i’m pretty ugly for someone my age
acne scarring my face and my body since i was eight
even though it doesn’t seem like that i really even care
i’m starring in the mirror to see if someone would really care
‘cause i’ve been having bad thoughts
always have these bad thoughts
what if i would just die?
i don’t wanna be alive
everything around me seems like just another lie (lie, lie)
oh, just another lie

[verse 2]
and i’ve been trying to stay alive
but, i don’t like it normally
‘cause еverything i did
i end up in it mediocrеly
i got my arm tatted, symbolizing that it’s my dad
then, my momma told me “giving up on your dreams is bad”
try to stay on my path looking for a little faith
found it in a job, but, d+mn it, now, i’m dropping 5k
listening to an artist that these people say i’m obsessed
then, i’m writing in a diary and saying i’m depressed
now, i cannot ever sleep at night (night, night)
feels like i am fighting for my life (life, life)
and f+ck it, now, i’m fighting for my life (life, life)
past thoughts haunt me every time (time, time)
i say that i don’t really enjoy real company
but, then my friend is there and always really just inspires me
to laugh (laugh, laugh), to cry (cry, cry)
to write (write, write), to keep going on, no
[verse 3]
everything i didn’t do, i feel like i will regret
past girls f+cked my life up and, now, i’m depressed
fighting with my inner demons, saying that i’m okay
but i’m never okay, no one cares anyways
400 songs deep, more stories in the bag
but, my ugly face won’t shine in front of the crowd
how do i stay inspired to keep going?
especially when you’re like me, oh
it never worked out for me, oh, yeah
i’m ugly, baby

- joh xo lyrics

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