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john gosbee - awakening lyrics

[verse 1]
i’m sick of chasing this mirage and behaving like i’m not
made in images of god, it’s like fame is a façade
and the praying for a spot on the stage is paying off but
i’m hanging by a straw, but i’m dangling off a wall
i apologize for vulgar rhymes, a dollar sign can alter lives and traumatize
i pulverized the proper lines for profit lines unauthorized
colonizer talking like he’s qualified to harmonize
draw the line at modifying art of mine, commodify
my pens shaking
with temptations to send faces to enraging
embrace it, i spend paper to rent hatred
pen camе with contempt for the rich neighbours
nеd flanders

[segue]
i’ve lost everything at hand
i’ve lost my mom
i’ve lost houses and bedrooms
and suburbs and communities and friends
all to f+cking stupid f+cking pills or drugs
and i’m f+cking done, like
i don’t know where to go from here i have one last f+cking hope and it’s this f+cking music sh+t
if this doesn’t f+cking pay off i have f+cking nothing
i have nothing if this doesn’t pay off
if this sh+t doesn’t pay off, you know what?
i’ll f+cking pop some pills, you know?
[verse 2]
my vocal cords are shredding, i can’t endure another f+cking second
of being poor and second guessing if i’m more than regular
accept the terms, respect me first, then death occurs, and i jet from earth
lesson learned and i just reserved
my spot on the podium, i’m hoping i’m
not just f+cking coconuts or smoking dope or opium
snorting lines of sodium or forcing a utopia
‘cause when i stop and sit and ponder it, god reflects, i’m ultimate
no more hockey kids f+cking talking sh+t
shot the prosperous, my chopper’s communist
somebodies hungry for some f+cking blood money
make a puck bunny suck me for some drug money
f+ck money, the root of all evil
root for me then of all f+cking people
b+tch

- john gosbee lyrics

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