john ramon - conversations with jay lyrics
i use to hit you on the phone
now i gotta see you at a grave
got me here feeling all alone
regretting decisions i done made
i should’ve told you that i can’t take you home (i can’t)
come stay wit me today (come chill)
i though you would ask me to stay the night
if you wanted i guess we just think the same
f-ck
i should’ve asked ma for gas
cause the whole 25th we had a blast
i remember that day could never forget
it was a long -ss day we made it last
we made it from henderson see in the family
walking the strip and you wasn’t mad at me
i could tell sh-t was getting back how it use to be
you and me argue but i do it p-ssively
v looking strong i just don’t get it
cause her and jawaun was right there we was sitting
in the car we was talking before we start walking
now i’m deep in thought
and you deep in a coffin (coffin f-ck)
and people keep asking me stupid sh-t
are you okay?
enough wit the foolishness
i’m missing jay going cray
going through this sh-t
you give condolences
what i’m gone do wit this (what i’m gone do with this sh-t)
my heart stopped when i heard the news
i’m hoping they confused
cause you know dad exaggerate
but sissy said its true
now i’m sick to my stomach
can’t take my reflection
i’m reading our messages
asking this question
how it happen someone tell me please
trynna deal wit this like god trade for me?
[hook:]
you all alone wish you was home
this sh-t is wrong
i’d bring you back if i could resurrect you wit a song
it’s like you took my heart wit you and now my mind gone
long live jay is what they say but jay ain’t live long
i’m all alone
wish you was home this sh-t is wrong
i’d bring you back but ain’t no resurrecting wit a song
if i could switch wit you you know home would’ve been home
long live jay is what they say but jay ain’t live long
[verse 2:]
i’ll give my studio to yung
i’ll delete the raps ill quit it
if god told that’s a sacrifice that give you 5 more minutes
god as my witness
only one who never fake the feel
i’m shaking need to take a pill
but i seen ray so i’m staying chill
i had a dream you was a kid again and i was showing you the stu
you was cheesing said “john when i get older can i do a song wit you?”
you ain’t gotta wait for nothin bro go head get in the booth (right now)
i woke up may face was cold from the pillow my tears was soaking through (this sh-t ain’t fair)
you wanted me to go to cali wit you bad
but i couldn’t i was trynna get a bag (i was trynna get rich)
you came back and this the sh-t that got me sad
got me a rap legend poster even though you was mad (man i ain’t sh-t)
i wish i was wit ya
i’m b-mping miss ya by pistols
i’m trynna keep it together that’s why i’m just keepin my distance
running through the city we was barry and them
people think we twins think we larry and them
people twisting it up it get hairier then
but when you lose somebody it get scary to win
i gave it my all and now i can’t give no more
this game over for me i don’t wanna live no more i’m done
[hook: x2]
[conversation:]
jay: (laugh) i love you
john: (inaudible mumbles)… i hate being by myself, and i feel like that was something we shared, was the reason that all this happened, because i wasn’t there for you like i should’ve been or like i wanted to be. but i was just trynna get back to a good place so that we could be as close as i wanted to be and we could have fun
unknown: he did not love jay, he wouldn’t even let jay over his house. that’s why i had to be his fill in big brother
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