johnée - artificial sweetener lyrics
[part i: bitter truth]
[verse]
held my head low and took shelter of my soul
wore my heart where everyone could see it
paid the price of being so vulnerable
i let my weaknesses show, don’t know what i was thinkin’
since i was young i’ve been cursed
always putting other people first
gave everybody a piece and now some parts are missin’
can’t help it, i am selfless
not my needs, but someone else’s
sometimes i can be a little too obsessive ’bout my exes, sh+t
i was too naive, goodbye to who i’ve been
not gonna stick around to find out what he thinks of me
so tired of these tyrants giving me migraines
i don’t listen to the others, never was a crowd follower
been gaslighted my whole life
i know what boys like, f+ck all of ’em
i’m done hiding in a closet
being less so more comes often
i just googled if i’ll die a virgin, results are most probably
even therapy don’t work for me, they don’t know what’s my problem
why i always wanna date a norman bates and not a lloyd dobler?
i dyed my hair a lot of colors
they call me ramona flowers
people think that i’m bipolar, well i’m kinda sort of
i wish i was popular, wish i didn’t have insomnia
wish i didn’t make it obvious when i like someone
i wish i wasn’t unemployed, wish i wasn’t self+destructive
i wish i could feel like a normal person
[part ii: artificial sweetener]
[verse]
i tried it different once
be less ladylike for a change
but i’d rather die slow than live forever in a make+believe land
everybody’s trying so hard to be something that they’re not
god, it’s 2002 all over again
being my true self is h+ll
i’d rather be anyone else with friends
swallow my thoughts and shake my head low; agreeable, try to go unnoticed
if you have a self+made opinion and you choose to show it, they won’t have no mercy
personality traits trade based on what’s trending
copy and paste bro+mates, boys can’t be feminine
it’s like no one cares about being authentic
citizens of seahaven behind white+picket fences
tired of the play pretending
neighbourhood is not so friendly
everyone here is so self+centered
stan lee, i think we landed on the ego planet
state of oblivion, city of the cynical
following a false leader
must be denial season
friends as real as silicone
insta model bottle blonde
i don’t feel so welcome, i just feel like i don’t belong
[chorus]
artificial sweetener
bringing the fake people closer to me
sugarcoat what they see
artificial sweetener
bringing the fake people closer to me
sugarcoat what they see
[outro]
star+studded move: watch terrible movies
people acting like they’re ceo of taste
who are they fooling?
and what kingdom are they ruling?
why these people always droolin’
over some problematic chick self+convinced that she’s the coolest
used to ask myself, ”why did i do for them to be so cruel?” when
sh+t just cl!cked and i saw crystal+clear
the mean will always be mean and i’ll be me
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