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johnée - i don't wanna be a flower lyrics

[verse 1]
you say i’m unhinged like you don’t have bones to pick
and you think i want to be in a relationship
so something would come out of it, a song to sing
every artist needs a muse but i won’t use you
you’re delusional and a narcissist
i won’t settle for a loser who lives in nowhere st

[pre+chorus]
i should be living in the present
but how could i not feel resentment
you think in the middle of a pandemic
people would finally understand me, but they didn’t
i spent all of those months alone
all my friendships vanished, they left me standing
still can’t believe i made it to twenty+one
[chorus]
i’m not sad anymore
i don’t wanna be a flower, i’m a rose
i’m soft and delicate but i got th+rns
my psychiatrist said i’m emotionally violent
and i’m careless with words

[verse 2]
i never begged my dad to love me
and you’re not better than him
just because i don’t have self+respect
that doesn’t mean we’re even
you hurt my feelings and i said some stuff i didn’t mean it
i wrote you a poison+pen letter and you tell them i’m the villain
lord knows i’m a sensitive soul
but everyone thinks they can f+ck with me
it got worse when i got older
i thought maybe growing up would make it disappear
they can’t stand someone who wears their hearts on their sleeve
underestimate my vulnerability
i can get aggressive but they wouldn’t let me
and oh, you test me
this is not pg+13
call me immature, you’re the one dating underage boys
i’m still a virgin but at least i’m not a criminal
you’re living and i can’t relate it
i can’t do drugs ’cause i’m crazy
i don’t run from my problems, i face them
you can tell your mother she has failed raising you
things wouldn’t be different if we lived nearby
long distance is not the issue, i mean, jesus christ
you’re terrified of commitment
you just can’t seem to make up your mind
and to think i was willing to wait until you decide
i’m too pretty to die
[chorus]
i’m not sad anymore
i don’t wanna be a flower, i’m a rose
i’m soft and delicate but i got th+rns
my psychiatrist said i’m emotionally violent
and i’m careless with words

[bridge]
the thing about feelings is they don’t leave
like men when they hear the word ”pregnancy”
i told myself i would forget you but truth is i never did
i needed validation from someone whom left
he was never there and the ones who were are dead
when they notice that i care, they go out for cigarettes

[outro]
i’m not sweet, i don’t drink tea
just black coffee
people forgot that i exist, no one ever calls me
i don’t mean anything to anybody
and i’m better off like this

[chorus]
i don’t wanna be a flower, i’m a rose
i’m soft but i got th+rns
i’m trying not to break your heart
but i’m gonna have to try a little harder
’cause my therapist said i’m careless with words
and someone’s gonna get hurt
you don’t know me, i am nothing like my mother

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