johnée - normal life lyrics
[verse 1]
dropped out of school when i was 12 and i got diabetic
i was afraid the kids would think it’s something you could catch it
they used to pick on me ’cause i wasn’t athletic
always sitted in the backseat, tried so hard to be accepted
i get post+traumatic stress from every time they asked me if i was a f+ggot
i met a boy and had my first toxic relationship
now if i ever fall in love again
i fear i won’t be able to figure out if it’s real or we’re just friends (sh+t)
i know i’m not attractive but i’ve been so rejected
wrote an album about my lack of self+esteem, it’s called ”apologetic”
self+deprecating addict, john cusack in high fidelity
texting all my exes at 3am, i need an exorcism
i get that i always overreact
called you a maniac, maybe i was projecting
sometimes i’m a little petty, it’s pathetic
i can’t break the habit
i got a devil in my head and there’s no medicine
he wants to press send, i won’t let him; happens every night
i hope you know i told my therapist about all the sh+t that you did and she said i was right
sarcasm is my coping mechanism
i don’t mean to be dramatic but i don’t have a have a normal life
[chorus]
all my friends are healing and i didn’t even started
i always keep the music loud to avoid all my problems
is there anybody here that i can f+cking talk about this?
let’s normalize not having a normal life
let’s normalize not having a normal life
[verse 2]
lately i’ve been dealin’ with pressure
my mom gives me anxiety ’cause she has ocd
and i blame myself ’cause i can’t help her
i never leave the house and every time i do i have to put up a fight
i’m so tired of being overprotected
i do the same sh+t on a daily basis, been 16 since 2018
i’ve spent most of my teenage quarantined
i daydream about being famous
but i spend more time making playlists than i spend making plans
’cause i know i’ll die before i’m 25
i don’t know how to say this but i don’t have a normal life
[chorus]
all my friends are healing and i didn’t even started
i always keep the music loud to avoid all my problems
is there anybody here that i can f+cking talk about this?
let’s normalize not having a normal life
all my friends are healing and i didn’t even started
i always keep the music loud to avoid all my problems
is there anybody here that i can f+cking talk about this?
let’s normalize not having a normal life
let’s normalize not having a normal life
[bridge]
ever since my grandma’s passed everything has been a mess
i still miss her but i wish i didn’t have to live like i am dead
i’ve got more on my shoulders as i’m getting older
mercury’s in retrograde and saturn is returning
i will never have my own kids ’cause my dna is f+cked
fill the void with boys i can’t fix ’cause i’m least 3 times more broken
[chorus]
all my friends are healing and i didn’t even started
i always keep the music loud to avoid all my problems
is there anybody here that i can f+cking talk about this?
let’s normalize not having a normal life
all my friends are healing and i didn’t even started
i always keep the music loud to avoid all my problems
is there anybody here that i can f+cking talk about this?
let’s normalize not having a normal life
let’s normalize not having a normal life
[outro]
all my friends are healing and i didn’t even started
i sing to keep my demons out, they think it’s ’cause i’m overjoyed
is there anybody here that i can f+cking talk about this?
let’s normalize not having a normal life
let’s normalize not having a normal life
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