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johnny jc - 5 am in tears lyrics

[1st verse johnny jc]
it’s 5 am can’t sleep
i’m wondering why
because all these problems
overwhelming as they eat me alive
feel like f-cking zombie
all the sh-t he perscribed
to keep me calm in my thoughts
sane in my mind
feel like a felon behind bars
mich-lle was the crime
the only time i get to vent
is when it’s visiting time
that’s when i grab the f-ckin pen
and start scribbling lines
to tell you how i f-cked up
and how i’m dealing with mine
but that’s
not the only issue i came to address
i honestly wish someone would put a bullet to his chest
i’m sorry i don’t mean it
i’ve been really outta touch
with the peaceful side of me
cuz lately i don’t give a f-ck
girls say i have an issue expressing my feelings
but when i talk about my feelings
they don’t understand the meanings
it’s double meaning
and the underlying problem is depression
and that can top it off
like the like the salad to my dressin
so give me some whiskey
watch me get all p-ssy
and stumble out the bar drunk
tellin someone to do sumthin
because i don’t care i’ll punch you in the face
for no reason
got repressed anger feel like releasing these
demons
don’t take it the wrong way
i’m not gon cop out
you won’t find me on some p-ssy sh-t
with a glock in my mouth
i’m just tryna make you feel
how i feel for a minute
5 am in my mind insomnia b-tches

[beat changes]

[verse 2 johnny jc]
i wanna let my feelings out
cuz i don’t wanna go down this route
cuz the road that i walk alone is so cold
believe me i’ve been here before
i don’t wanna be there again
so thank god that i have my friends
and thank god that i have my fam
i don’t ever wanna lose them god d-mn

you don’t know what’s going on in my brain
maf-ckas can’t tell me sh-t about pain
see i been through the fall and
i dealt with the loss
just recently broke those chains

but it haunts me yeah it haunts me
some nights when im asleep
and it creeps in my dream to let me know my soul it eats
see i don’t get over sh-t nah
i put it behind a shield
then i nearly lose my mind
when they try to tell me how to feel
and this shot in the gl-ss won’t heal it
but got d-mn it’ll numb this feeling
but the whole in my heart too big
so now i got a hoe that will swallow feeling

and that sh-t don’t come with out guilt
can’t even imagine the issues i built
but i guess that just life and we gotta
play with the card thats dealt

so that’s why the f-ck i rap
vent a little bit before the gat go “bap”
put it to my brain curt cobain “bang”
but i would never do some p-ssy -ss sh-t like that

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