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jon lach - olivia's song lyrics

[hook]

i’m so tired of the same old people
acting like they love me but their hearts are filled with evil
i know
i know
yeah
saying they my ride or die but they’d probably rather die than to stay by my side
yeah i know
i love you olivia
these things i know

[verse]

may 2022 yeah that’s when i first met you at a house party
walked up and i said you’re beautiful i’m tryna know who you are shawty
shared a kiss and we felt a spark felt like i was ken felt like you was barbie
those beautiful eyes and blonde hair had me hypnotized with that gorgeous body
fast forward started hanging out and we hooked up like a couple times
caught feelings for me lil bit and i was kinda scared of that up in my mind
truth is didn’t know you well and i wasn’t ready for it at the time
what i didn’t know is we would come back we would fall in love later down the line

stars aligned
january 2023 it was finally time
re connected and i said i love you for the first time took you by surprise
felt something for you knew a girl like you was hard to find yeah one a kind
started spending everyday together and we fell in love you were finally mine
the love was powerful it felt like our souls tied close in a tight bind
words can’t express how beautiful it really was that we shared that bond
i told you together we’d get through whatever i said that i got you we’ll be fine
i told you baby ima hold you down i was surely yours and you were truly mine
we did a lot of stuff together and those memories still play up in my mind
i miss cooking all those salmon dinners with you remember we would do it all the time
you taught me how to take care of my skin brought me to sephora got my face to shine
but still baby it could never shine as bright as the beauty i see in your eyes
you’re a true goddess
mean that to the fullest baby yeah you really flawless
held me down and you picked me up it was genuine and it was all honest
felt like me and you against the world it was only us yeah we knew we got us
every time i had you by my side made me so happy and i felt the proudest

caught a case yeah i lost my job still stuck with me right by my side
took care of me and fed me well and you made sure i always had a ride
you held me down and i did too but i felt like sh+t because at the time
i didn’t really have any money wasn’t in a position to provide
but regardless of my situation never judged me you just empathized
gave me love i mean real love showed me what it was like to feel aligned
i never experienced that before yeah i thought that it was really hard to find
i think the universe sent a blessing cuz you came to me at the perfect time

built each other up started being healthy and we started going to the y
remember you would let me use your car i’d pick you up from work and we’d go drive
back to where i lived it was small it was far from perfect on the inside
but you loved me anyway so you’d still come and lay your head with me every night
we’d watch a lot of movies play a lot of zombies not to mention yea the s+x was fire girl you so fine
the intimacy that we shared together had our souls tied
i used to call you my sweet baby yeah you really used to be my gorgeous bride
you’re a true queen yeah i swear to god you could never do no wrong up in my eyes
fast forward yea a little more i was going through it when jawan died
felt like things kind of fell apart yeah sh+t got dark in the summertime
on top of that we were fighting felt like our love turned into a battleground
unhealed emotion from my trauma i ain’t even know was there f+cking came out

i said and did a lot of things that hurt you
i’d be lying if i said it weren’t true
i got some triggers yeah from my past and some emotions that i gotta work through
but at heart i got a lot of virtue
know the bad memories they irk you
but i ask for forgiveness let me right every wrong let me reimburse you

swear to god if i could change the past at whatever cost i would go back
and i’d stop us from having every clash and id heal our relationship like a cast
but i can’t and i know that’s facts and it’s really hard for me to live with that
but i’m learning from all of my past mistakes and i’m becoming better in every act

losing you really feels like i lost a part of me and what hurts the most
is i hurt the person that i love the most when instead i should of just held you close
you’re a beautiful goddess a gorgeous queen you’re a s+xy woman yeah you are the goat
everybody needa raise their glass to you for a minute and just really make a toast

bae my heart is hurting i don’t wanna lose you for good and i’m scared as f+ck
crying everyday back n forth on the way to work on the bus f+ck
yeah i know that i f+cked up yeah i know i went i f+cked the trust up
know it’s gonna take time and sp+ce for us to heal if we wanna build it back up
i can’t even get no sleep at night
i ain’t even been eating right
i’m just hoping i can make it through this storm to the other side and see the light
girl you know i really love you right
yeah i said it once and i’ll say it twice
already said it bout a million times
cuz i really mean i ain’t telling lies

even if we don’t get back together swear to god ima still love you forever
i’m grieving bae and it hurts bad cuz it really feels like our bond was severed
feels like my brains having withdrawals from the moments that we shared together
hope you know that the whole time i never stopped loving you a single second

you said the last few months we dated you was feeling broken and you felt burnt
you was thinking bout up and leaving yeah but part of you wanted to make it work
cuz you said that you loved me and wanted me to be happy and not hurt
but in the end you had to make the sacrifice step away and put yourself first

you prepared for the breakup but on my end it took me by surprise
f+cked me up but at the same time it was needed cuz it opened up my eyes
made me realize lotta things that i had to go and change up in my life
now i’m sitting hoping maybe one day we can try again and we can make it right

now you’re single and the fact is you’re available to these other guys
i don’t even wanna think about it my anxiety is eating me alive
feels like a knifes getting pushed in my chest and coming out the other side
losing you might be the hardest pain that i’ve ever had to feel up in my life

but i won’t allow myself to stay stuck trapped down in this dark hole
so everyday i’m fighting through the pain working on myself tryna reach my goals
going to therapy hitting the gym and meditating with my eyes closed
i’m also really staying celibate girl i promise i ain’t out here being a hoe

know you might feel mad inside when you think back to those bad times
when i did things that were out of line cuz you put up with it and you let it slide
but i’m hoping that you’ve healed from it and i truly hope you found peace inside
girl i hope you find a way to forgive me lets amends maybe turn the tides

yeah i still want us to work so i’ll give you sp+ce and i’ll give you time
but you don’t gotta be a stranger if i check in every once a while
you got my number if you wanna talk just pull out your phone yea let it dial
you know i’m here for you i care about you girl i just really wanna see you smile

i really love you olivia
it was all love it was never l+st
i swear to god ima have your back till the day that we both turn into dust
know some times they got really rough
but i don’t wanna fall out of love
i love you girl with all my heart and soul
man this sh+t is real i can’t make it up

like h+ll no i can’t make it up
this is real i ain’t faking love
i just hope i can get you back
if i just stay patient enough
swear that ima do it what takes
ima heal myself ima give you love
even if the sh+t takes time
i’ll put in the work we gon make it up

ima blow up
from this music sh+t
get a big crib
ima put you in
with a hairless cat
ima make sure
that you won’t ever have to work again
get you treatment for you arm bae
so you won’t ever feel pain again
yeah i mean this when i’m saying it
i love you there’s no changing it yeah

[hook]

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