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jopey - i hate lyrics

verse (1):

i hate life i hate being alive
last birthday got my self a knife
or maybe off bridge i’ll drive
people saying it’ll be easier if i just got a wife
saying with faith i need to dive
though i’m living hungry feeling deprived
can’t even find a reason to get out of bed
all these thoughts all these demons in my head
wishing i could get enough food enough bread
all of my hopes and dreams they dead
seeing black and white i even miss the feeling of red
i mean come on man i should be able to buy a f-cking shed
living in unfitted for life garbage instead
a new day a new challenge
more like food i need to scavenge
no money and i still need to manage
the weight of my whole life on my shoulder
with no help body burning skin getting colder
p-ssing days like matches just feeling older
life is good and worth living why with me she a scolder
this my life but i don’t wanna beholder
more than once f-ck you i told her
with no results she always win
as if i’m in h-ll before i commit a sin
p-ssing years now when i hurt i grin
i swear i’m not complaining cuz i’m thin skinned
but it’s all the darkness n the monster within
tryna cage them i’ve been
but surely closely into insanity they’ll pull me in
but why what did i do to deserve this
i wanna know for me ignorance is a torture not bliss
every shot i take i don’t miss
it’s just blocked n thrown in my face
saying b-tch remember yo place
i wish i could imagine living in grace
i can’t, all i can is for this pain i embrace
been going through this an exit i chase
when i get near it i get maced

verse (2):

i hate people judging me constantly
even though i try to tread these waters carefully
it’s not like i’m wrong necessarily
but to fit in they need to be down with the idea of how sh-t should be
that was accepted upon previously
by wannabe fitters being the majority
and i’m the anomaly
i guess they have to act like that
if not they be treated like an abomination like a manbat
but how is that my bad
i guess i’m stupid for thinking i could be happy
instead each day feeling more cr-ppy
so what can i do to see real happiness
become a f-g start sucking on a p-n-s
just to get that feeling from childhood that we miss
every milestone every accomplishment
meaningless like an empty compliment
shredded like a forged doc-ment
all this f-ckery got me a broken spine
but sh-t happens and get forgotten so i guess it’s all fine
like after 9/11 isis new zealand and columbine
wanting me to talk to the divine
i swear i’ve been trying
sh-t buying for jobs applying
depression denying on the inside dying
roled up crying
and to anyone who cares i’m sorry for betraying yo expectation
but i guess this the end of my conversation
couldn’t cheer me enough to my salvation
thanks for sticking by me in this situation

- jopey lyrics

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