jor - january 14th lyrics
(hook)
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
(verse 1)
i never cried when it was over man, but why’d it even happen
let her open up the cask of my dark inner p-ssions
turned that water into wine, changed me with her fashions
but shoulda left it shut, i wasn’t ready for that love
first time in years that i’d felt such a touch
i was 16 and afflicted, but she saw me as a meal ticket
didn’t see that first, i was stuck feeling smitten
heard she was stringing me along, but i tried to justify
holding me at arm’s length for a free fun ride
and when she took from me, made me only want her more
half the year of longing just to be son amour
to hand over my soul, man it shook me to the core
but she ain’t wanna commit, just bring my wallet down short
but the laughs died away and then the games were no more
took a while for a man to simply face that she was bored
shame that my following years were wasted on a (…)
(hook)
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
(verse 2)
and those nightmares reached the peak in the near future months
those love songs written were just love songs from prison
the confines of my own mind, self tortured for a minute
so i kept myself busy, left those demons at bay
but how could i let my guard down, while she’s feeling okay
but she never grew tired when i’d read into her games
emotions came out as that river grew colder
like she threw me in with my feet fixed up to a boulder
and the blood ain’t wash off in the sink till i was older
and i always relived when she cut the ribbon from the motion
my brain became a granite state, have to say i hid it well
she went about her business, while my inner state’s a living h-ll
d-mn, man those days were a low point
couldn’t keep her from my mind without the comfort of a joint
and my heartache wasn’t there cause i could sense that she hated me
it was knowing for a fact i ain’t relevant in her brain
f-ck this sh-t man
(hook)
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
(verse 3)
take from this not to leave your heart out for n0body
i was left cold like old rivers, come and flow with me
the years rolled by that she ran the bones off me
pulled my st-tches out and threw me down feeling woefully
where is the merit, when you dealt her with the nicest
felt it when she smiled, and said she’s your desire
you ain’t even get a reason when she said it wasn’t right
i threw it back into her face and we headed to a fight
and that became our trademark, knew she had me at her heels
we came back to each other, vicious circle stayed wheeling
but i can finally admit it now, we can start healing
her mind games still alive even when we’d grown apart
took a while for me to turn away for a fresh start
now we don’t know one another from a hole in the ground
but the choice that i made filled the hole in my world
no looking back, just forward, let my life unfurl
(hook)
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
if this is love
why does it break me down
why do you break me down
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