jordanisdead - stay home lyrics
[hook: jordanisdead]
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home? no, no
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home? oh
[verse: jordanisdead]
then i would never be in danger
these walls can
disguise all my anger
i can blur the line between
cowardice and fragile nature
i don’t gotta admit that i’m
powerless and scared of failure
why do i feel free when inside these walls?
why when i finally gather a pitiful amount of strength to crawl beyond them
that’s when i feel the most imprisoned?
not only did i nearly lose mine
but i almost took a life
that’s the moment i learnеd and decided
to forevеr hide
my last day as a curious boy
and my first day as a weak man
to forever hide
[hook: jordanisdead]
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home?
[verse: jordanisdead]
then i would never find another
the sage told me there is growth inside the suffer
time runs out later maybe sooner
why would i prepare for future?
why prepare for a future i may never see
are premonitions simply visions or my destiny?
i wanna have stories to tell
but im scared to live them myself
shadows make a man appear larger than life
i hide behind the same facade as the author that writes
i see through the same facade in the monster i fight
i fell victim to fallacies and father of time
bouncing throughout several houses, which one is my home?
i can’t provide for tribes, sh+t im better off alone
i try to build shelter out of trees i had grown
but the wind slithers through the cracks of our splintered home
torn between the blacksmith and sage is where i found you
i said i don’t understand this, you said i don’t have to
when i think about that day in late september
i caused an accident that has scarred me forever
now i flinch when i drive
left hand on the wheel ball a fist within my right
that’s the reason im anxious to step outside
when im riding shotgun i hit brakes that aren’t there
when cars ride too close to my back
you ask me why im scared
september 22nd was the worst day of my life
i wonder how life woulda changed if i ain’t step outside
you said im right i would’ve eluded all my worst days
but if i hid in safety, i would also lose my best days
that’s when perspective shifted
suddenly my history rewritten
pessimism shattered, my wings were rebirthed
you gifted me the freedom that i had forever searched
the moment i forego the injury, transcend the misery
the moment finally found a future i would fight to live to see
still i left, knew i’d drown and meet the death i’m bound to
cuz if i never left my home, i never woulda found you
[hook: jordanisdead]
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home?
what if i stay home?
then i never woulda found one in you
then i never woulda found
home in you
[outro: jordanisdead & ]
i see… i can see everything
it’s breathtaking
no, i don’t think i can
i don’t think i should
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