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jory canfield - go to sleep lyrics

[verse 1]
look depression is common in people my age
people look at it like it’s a p-ssing phase
look have you ever contemplated death?
just ending it all after one last breath?
i know i have. have you?
i already know that there’s more than a few
everything’s been circling my head
would people ever really care if i was dead?
i already know that no one heard what i said
maybe i should paint the floor in red
i’m stronger than that. i keep telling myself
maybe i just need professional help
no you can get through this on your own
just listen to the music. don’t pick up that phone
so every day i keep breaking down
and getting back up. it’s a cycle round and round
i need it to be broken. go one way or another
but in this dream, the top spins forever
so i just pray for my spine to be severed
or the other option of living forever
’cause i’m afraid to die yet i want to end it
’cause i have a life. but i don’t know how to spend it
i can’t tell if i’m strong or weak
maybe it’s time that i just go to sleep

[hook]
yeah go to sleep, it’s like death without dying
when i’m dreaming, i feel like i’m flying
sadness don’t exist in my own little land
but as soon as i wake up. i can hardly stand
yeah go to sleep. just stay in your dreams
that’s the only place where you’re happy it seems
you have your whole life to wallow away
this is your world and you want to stay
just go to sleep. go to sleep
go to sleep. go to sleep
just go to sleep. go to sleep
go to sleep. go to sleep

[verse 2]
i want to die yet i want to live
n-body ever wants what i have to give
maybe i should give up and slit my wrists
hang a rope from a tree and just roll with it
but i’m still with it. still alive
i don’t understand my ambition to survive
whatever my motives i just roll along
i’m only ever happy when i’m writing a song
’cause i have no one left. that i’ve cared about
it’s been a long time since the sun was out
i cry inside almost every night
never sleep. insomnia holds me tight
for those precious few moments when i shut my eyes
i begin to find happiness and stop my cries
i make mistakes and lose people because of it
i just want to die. i’m motherf-cking done with it
i can always replace the old with the new
and i’ve found solace in a select few
but i don’t think that they understand
i could die any day. i can hardly stand
i bet you want to ask what i’m talking about
i know suicide is a cowards way out
but i can’t take it anymore can’t end the pain
i’ll either go to sleep or shoot out my brain

[verse 3]
i got a devil on my shoulder, angel’s already dead
my whole life i’ve went with what the devil said
better in the moment. but worse in the long run
now over years stacking up, depression’s begun
sometimes i just want to find a gun
put it in my mouth and squeeze the trigger i’m done
i’ve been treated like an enemy by those i love
i don’t know why but push comes to shove
i can see the light at the end of the tunnel
but the walls just collapse now i’m covered in rubble
at first i start to struggle, but i don’t seem to care
the beauty of silence beats the fresh clean air
i never ask for help even though i need it
maybe cuz i’ve found my mind and freed it
hey everybody. where’s my mind have you seen it?
someone help me please, i really mean it
look i just really need to be honest
i’m too afraid of death and i made a promise
to myself, never give up no matter how hard
and that promise has gotten me far
i’m ready to fly up off the ground
i’m not afraid of falling down
sometimes, i just f-cking think too deep
don’t think about it just go to sleep

- jory canfield lyrics

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