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josephpoison - fear lyrics

[intro]
i don’t wanna talk
i don’t wanna talk no, no
rather keep it in my thoughts
rather keep it in my thoughts
guess that point of view is flawed
off course yeah, of course
of course

{verse 1]
guess my point of view is flawed
lately i been getting bored
that’s a mirror to myself
maybe i should get some help
maybe you should show some love
read the signal run it up
i ain’t crying this whole year
i’m the only one i fear
just hold it and suck it up, yeah, just suck it up
i’ve been scared of lots of things
thinking what will winter bring
this time last year, on the edge
watched my step i nearly fell
into depths, i called it h-ll
this time round i’m more prepared
this time round i’ll play it fair
no more fractures no more tears
searched for comfort in myself
i was scared of my own health
down the road of no returns
stopped it all and then i learned
it’s the liquor that i yearned
turned to something bit more light
lighting up, night after night
no more headaches, no more fights
saw the vision, growing bright
planted seeds within my mind
it’s just the weed yeah i’ll be fine
could say my life was on recline
the fall was high, and sharp decline
until i found myself one night
suffered panic, suffered blight
yeah my world was upside down
planted feet upon the ground
but my mind was in the wind
nearly scared myself to death
afraid i wouldn’t cope
read a guide to which i wrote
to save me from myself
and although that time has cleared
i can’t trust my self control
banned it all, let it go
sometimes i still feel the fear
the fear of my own brain
to dodge that coming train
and quell that raging pain

[verse 2]
i’ve just been scared of myself
waiting till dark till i spit
dad ain’t heard half of my sh-t
doubting myself of my gift
that’s why i still haven’t booked
worried i’ll f-ck up and choke
hardly hit half of the notes
what if theres problem again
what if there’s none of my friends
what if i fade and n0body knows me
i hate being lonely
(don’t wanna do that again)
i fear for my own future
scared of my f-cking feelings
scared of the life i might lead
scared for my families health
scared for my friends as well
i fear for this whole world
we’ll cause the death of ourselves

this ain’t a cry for help
but a lament i welped

- josephpoison lyrics

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