josh a - mood swings lyrics
[chorus]
all these mood swings might break me
i can’t sleep, my brain keeps on racing+
scared i won’t survive
i been losin’ sleep now
take my time, i’ll try when i fall back
i don’t know whats goin’ on nah
change my mind, i’ll try when i want that
take my time, i’ll try when i fall back
[verse 1]
when my mind goes, i go psycho
i won’t lie, i been searchin’ for somethin’ in the dark days
demons comin’ closer
i try to find myself, i been lookin’ for some closure
how many times can i try?
how many times will i fall again?
i don’t wanna make noone cry
been hurting myself way too much
[pre+chorus]
i dont know if i’m gonna make it
i swallow my pride like the pills i’m takin’
swear all my life been too complacent
just wanna be happier
[chorus]
all these mood swings might break me
i can’t sleep, my brain keeps on racing+
scared i won’t survive
i been losin’ sleep now
take my time, i’ll try when i fall back
i don’t know whats goin’ on nah
change my mind, i’ll try when i want that
take my time, i’ll try when i fall back
[verse 2]
dreams of fame and fortune all i had at 17
there was a goal that i invisioned, gave it all of me
i made sacrifices to escape so i could finally be free
grew up around domestic violence, gave me p.t.s.d
i made a 7 figure salary at 23
still feel like an underdog because the game don’t notice me
thats alright with me because i never like the spotlight, thats lost time
cause views and interactions never equal a like
you know the pain goes on and on and i still hate myself
relationships fall apart, would never date myself
and i been wastin’ all my time on people that don’t give me nothin’ but all ask for somethin’
nirvana tatted on my arm
“don’t panic” tatted on my wrist
i made way too many tracks that they all wonder how i did
but they’ll never gonna learn it, i been workin’ since a kid
‘little revive’ blowin’ up, but it still hurts to exist
[pre+chorus]
i dont know if i’m gonna make it
i swallow my pride like the pills i’m takin’
swear all my life been too complacent
just wanna be happier
[chorus]
all these mood swings might break me
i can’t sleep, my brain keeps on racing+
scared i won’t survive
i been losin’ sleep now
take my time, i’ll try when i fall back
i don’t know whats goin’ on nah
change my mind, i’ll try when i want that
take my time, i’ll try when i fall back
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