joshua epithet - godbless lyrics
[part i]
it was three o’clock on a tuesday when i was diagnosed, did not understand at the time
doctors office wooden clock on the wall but all i knew it made my mother cry
my father sighs
some hopes die
some dreams lived
but it all went to sh+t
my self+esteem torn apart bit by bit
haunting comments about me being sick
so i’d stare in the mirror and hate myself more and more as each second passed
a two second blast
revolved around my mind oh so fast
i wanted love
i wanted a release
how can you cease
without a desist
hard to reminisce
ignorance is bliss
keep thinking about all the fun that i missed
my scary little reminder resting on my wrist
but i persevered
not thanks to god, not thanks to jesus, not thanks to the lord, some thanks to yeezus
i did it all
all on my own
i own my life
this is my zone
f+ck a religion b+tch i had a phone
i am the internet’s child adopted or not
how can you cancel me with this channel i bought?
see how i thought
even as a kid i thought this sh+t was dumb
kids thanking god for their work because of their mum
take credit for your progress
don’t gift all the joy on a circumstantial goddess
because these kids they obsess
over their faults because they’re not flawless
in the eyes of an idea and a book
i’ve watched too many friends depend on a drug
the crosses won’t save you from the nitrus oxide
the dark side
of being human
is exemplified
every time
a hypocrite speaks
julius caesar fall at your knees
and it’ll choke you till you can’t breath
let go of the stigma please
i have nothing left for you to seize
but i got me
and that’s all i need
i don’t need your book
i don’t need your faith
why self+belief got you shook?
who really keep yo kids safe?
when you do something great at any time at any day
thank yourself along the way
because that’s the only person who helped today
[part ii]
i’ve been tryna get to what i love
time running out leave me stuck
like prince without a dove
like mj without a glove
i’ve been running from myself
told my mama i don’t need no help
if they really need me why’m i left upon on the shelf
now what we call self+help
we don’t credit with ourself
we put it on a idealistic figure
why self belief leave you bitter
an asterisk on twitter
mean she ain’t f+cking wit ya
god made me down this pitcher
god built me as a sinner
love me for what i am
don’t just love the parts about us that you’re able to understand
cos when i don’t where a poppy
they really ask why i’m c+cky
my grandma had a gun rested against her head
should i repeat some of these things these hero patriots said?
am i great
you say no?
why don’t you fear circumstances?
it’s mess
are we worth less
depending on who we decide to undress?
i’m obsessed
with hating a crest
family say
you oughta be obsessed
with your desk
jesus christ what do i have left
oh lord hear my pardon
here’s my soul for a bargain
faith on milk carton
i’m way too good at arson
heart made of carbon
my best friend is the barman
watch my heart darken
i’m way too good at arson
oh lord hear my pardon
here’s my soul for a bargain
faith on milk carton
i’m way too good at arson
heart made of carbon
my best friend is the barman
watch my heart darken
i’m way too good at arson
oh lord hear my pardon
here’s my soul for a bargain
faith on milk carton
i’m way too good at arson
heart made of carbon
my best friend is the barman
watch my heart darken
i’m way too good at arson
[part iii]
you have to believe in something
you have to believe in something
you have to believe in something
believe in something
belie+
time is on your side
(i don’t wanna know)
please god help me tonight
(whatcha do when you’re alone)
time is on your side
(i don’t wanna know)
please god help me tonight
(whatcha do when you’re alone
time is on your side
(i don’t wanna know)
please god help me tonight
(whatcha do when you’re alone)
time is on your side
(i don’t wanna know)
please god help me tonight
(whatcha do when you’re alone)
no, i think, like, life has like, a script to it
but it’s too complex for the writer to like to exist, you know?
uh i believe everyone has a place and everyone has a destination but
no i don’t believe in god, i believe in myself, i’m like, kinda tired of having myself speak through other people anyways so i don’t think i’ll ever believe in a god
i have faith in myself you know? why have it in anyone else?
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